Sometimes...

I wish I can go back. Go back to when I was close to her. To when I was in her circle of friends. I miss it. Alot.

I didn't die.

I didn't die during Physics Paper 2 (even though I tried killing myself) so I think I deserve to blog today.

I'm feeling kinda mellow, alittle tame after realising that I am a lucky person to have good friends.

My friends don't need to be super awesome and wild people, all they have done for me is to share their time with me.

It is not easy to find a friend you care about, who cares about you too. You might think it's easy, but it isn't.

I have had alot of friends throughout my school years, rotating from one to another, being close to this and drifting apart and then somehow going back together again. It's a cycle. A vicious cycle.

But at the end of the day, it's amusing for me to realise, the friends who I have by my side as I leave school, are those who have been around when I started school.

It is a cycle. It really is. It isn't a transition, it's a cycle. 360 degrees around, there you have the people who love you best, and whom you love best. The same people you have known when you started the cycle.

Of course along they way I have friends who I love alot, who aren't close to me, but who I am really grateful to have known.

I wonder if everybody feels the same? The same vicious cycle? The same happy ending?

Something's bothering me...

I know it's super disgusting and totally TMI for me to even mention this but...

...I realise I've got very sweaty armpits.

Okay, you are puking yesterday's dinner of fried lala with ladies finger right now.

But I am serious. Like, after I bathe, I purposefully sit around doing stuff, and then a few minutes later, I feel my underarms and I find out that there have been ALOT of sweat secreted out!

Of course instinctively I sniff to see if they stink (DON'T LAUGH OKAY. This is completely hygienic. In fact, if you don't sniff it, YOU'RE unhygienic. Plus, just admit it. You do it too right HAHA) but THANK GOD ALMIGHTY IF HE DOES EXIST that they don't. They just smell of...water. And my Johnson's Baby Bath Body Shampoo.

Is this something I should worry about? Or is it completely normal?

This hasn't happened before, you know. It only started recently.

Hmmmm.... In other words, this is a mystery.

Yes, a mystery involving my armpits. How amusing.

Why Why Whyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy

For this whole post, I only got one question.

Ian Somerhalder


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WHY SO PANAS?????????


I am dying of hyperventilation and over-heating. Someone please slap me back to life because I got my Physics and Chemistry papers still to gooooooooooo!!!!!

Today, I make a vow.

Which I actually intend to keep okay. Whatever, I make vows intending to keep them all the time but somehow I always fail doing so BUTTTTTTTTTTT this vow that I am making today, I WILL keep. NO MATTER WHAT.

And that is, to only use shopping bags when I go shopping and really, SAY NO TO PLASTIC. (I've actually started this long time ago, but this time, I'm really SERIOUS.)

Whatever, I'm not going to declare how much I care for the environment or how much I even KNOW about the dangers of plastic usage, but since there ARE experts (meaning those scientists and environmentalists and researchers) out there who are trying to encourage the populace to reduce their plastic-usage, then I figured, Just do it la.

Cos there's no harm in just DOING it anyway, so why not? You don't have to KNOW really WHY reducing plastic-usage is good for the environment, what's important is that you KNOW it WILL be good for the planet. Even if you don't believe the experts, there's no harm in just USING cloth bags as opposed to plastic bags ma.

Sometimes, when you do things, it's okay to just do for the sake of it, and not because it will cause a BIG difference or whatever. For example, when a beggar comes to you for money, instead of making up all sort of excuses saying that;

Oh, he still has fully-functional limbs, he should be able to work to earn money. I won't spoil him by offering him money or;

He looks like he belongs to some syndicate who cheats the public's money or;

He looks DARN healthy why is he begging? I am sure he's gonna use the money to buy drugs and alcohol or;

I've already given the kid money the other day, I'm not gonna give him anymore.

When I see people on the streets who are begging, I automatically give them money. I don't think up elaborate stories of how that person's cheating or lying or whatever, because I'm only trying to HELP. I don't question why he needs the money, but I only know that he NEEDS the money.

If we were to research every beggar's background before offering them money, then the purpose of HELPING someone is already defeated. How can you really tell why someone needs the money? You will never really know, so to cut the story short, just do your part, the PART that you WANT to do, and just give the money. And walk away knowing that you have helped someone.

Isn't that mush easier? If that person REALLY uses the money for something bad, then it isn't your fault is it? You really aren't in the position to stop such things from happening right? Your part is to just give the money, and that's it. Anything that happens thereafter, does not involve you anymore.

At least, that's my philosophy. Just do something for the sake of it, it is OKAY. As long as you're sincere, or heck even if you're NOT sincere, at least so long as the that particular thing is DONE, then you've played your part. (=

Cloth bags. Offer money. Finish story.

Adioh! ;)

UPDATE!!!!: Ashley informed me that Adam Lambert has actually broken up with his boyfriend before the wild show. So, oh well. Maybe he isn't that bad after all. BUT STILL. He was so flirtyyyyyyyy towards Kris Allen during AI right. I know la Kris is fucking hot and all, and no women or gay men can resist him......including me...... =DDDDDDDDDDD but during then Adam was still attached to his bf kan! Hmpf!

Okay, so I swore never to come online or post in my blog until SPM is over. I LIED. I really tried, but I fail. I am such a failure.

There is not much to say la, only that my life right now is such a bore. People keep telling me, suffer for few more weeks only! Few more weeks only, after that you are FREE! FREEEEEEEEEEE! But it's very difficult to make yourself SUFFER you know. You try la sitting in front of a BIOLOGY TEXTBOOK FORM 4 and 5 and see whether you want to kill yourself or not. So to prevent myself from KILLING MYSELF, I stay away from the Biology book.

Did anyone hear about the AMAs? Of course I am talking about Adam Lambert as if anything else about it is even remotely interesting. I SAW the video of Adam practically making out with his keyboardist, shoving some dancer's face, erm, below his belt and instead of feeling super interested I just felt like punching him.

And no, it was not because what he did was super slutty and sexual, but it was because HE IS IN A COMMITTED RELATIONSHIP WITH HIS POOR BOYFRIEND. If he was single, I wouldn't have minded about his wild behaviour during his performance, heck, I would have even been EXCITED (yes I am a pervert), but he has a boyfriend! Kesian his boyfriend only.

Stupid Adam Lambert. Imagine what his boyfriend must feel. I mean, even if he KNOWS that Adam was just doing it all for show and For Your (Our) Entertainment, STILL. It hurts one ma! Stupid stupid stupid Adam.

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