…and knowing that Fifi, being Muslim, is technically not allowed to celebrate Valentine’s, I have decided to be good about that even though I have originally envisaged a very sweet and romantic day to spend with him...
But it’s ok! Seeing as during the 14th of Feb we’d both be scattered apart in different states anyway; he in Pahang, and I, in Selangor having CAMP, I shall attempt to recreate a cute V day celebration right here in my blog!
But this will only be my part of the celebration, because even though Fifi is not allowed to celebrate V Day, I am not Muslim, so I am free to show him I love him and appreciate him however the hell I wish to! 
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As you all might already know, Fifi studies in Pahang, and fyi, LDR sucks balls. I hate it. Especially since I am such a clingy person, I cannot tolerate not being with the person I like all the time. But I am learning to cope, and it is going not bad, because Fifi does come back every few weeks, and we do contact each other alot of the time…
But when things get real hard, and when my heart feels like it is going to fracture from the type of rindu that I cannot have with anybody else but him, and when I am starting to go crazy due to the fact that I cannot smell his Ralph Lauren scent, Fifi has devised a cute plan to keep me from dying of deprivation whole he is gone!
Okay I know I sound like a total loser girlfriend, but its V DAY LAH. Let me be expressive abit cannot arrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr
Okay so, Fifi had packed some of his things, unbeknownst to me, into a cute bag and passed it to me before he left for Pahang the other day! CUTE OR NOTTT
Thing 1)
His Topman baju! According to him, this baju is very important to him but he seldom wears it. So he asked me to help keep it so that when he is gone I can take it out to smell it and ubati some of my rindu.
Okay fine I created the last part, but it works ok! Because the whole baju is lathered with his RL scent!!!
Thing 2)
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA cute or not. He asked me to keep his favourite movies and forced me to watch them and then tell him back the story. Because he really really wants me to watch them so he created this test that if I can’t tell him the correct story means I didn’t watch and he will scold me!!! lol
(But sorry sayang I haven’t watched until now lol it’s kung fu laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa. Cute girl like me where got interested in it one lol but promise I will watch it soon ok!!!)
Thing 3)
S for sayanggggggg which is what he calls me. 
Okay cheat one it’s not for sayangggg lol it’s for Syuthong which is his nickname. lol
But I cheat myself and say it’s S for sayangggg because that will prove that he really sayang me and not just want me to keep his name close to my boobs heart since I wear it as a necklace. (actually quite sweet also hehehehehe)
Thing 4)
Hehehe so cute hor. I want to stick this onto one of my cards but I don’t know which card to put because I don’t want this cute thing to go to waste so in the end I just keep it safely in my bag. lol
Actually inside that tag got his photo one, and behind the tag it says “Sorry it’s mine” which I take to mean that he wants to tell the world that he belongs to ME, but I kept the photo already because it is too cute to be unleashed to the outside world!!!! LOL
Okay cheat one it’s only because I forgot to snap photo of the photo lol next time la I post ok.
Thing 5)
Miniature POLO BLACK!!!! (not the RL blue one that I am addicted to) Hehehehe so cute right!!
You know, before I got addicted to his RL scent, my favourite smell was this Polo Black smell. But back then, I didn’t know the name of this scent. I only know that when a guy who walked past me had this smell, I would turn to look at him and try to find where the smell was coming from!
And now that I know that it’s Polo Black, FINALLY, it’s too late already because I got addicted to his RL scent already HAHAHAHAHAHAHA but I still like the Polo Black la. He seldom uses it but he says he likes the smell very much so he asked me to keep it.
Ok I don’t mind also. lol
Thing 6)
Next is this cute scarf!!!!! He says he likes this very much and so he give to me and ask me to keep it. Hehehehehe
GOOD because like his baju, this scarf is also lathered with his RL smell and so now it resides on my bed so that every night before I go to sleep I can smell him it. Hehehehehehe
Thing 7)
Okay now. Thing 7 is very controversial. This is because, I usually don’t like soft toys. In fact, I hate them.
BUT, I am very biased. If the cute soft toy is given to me by someone I really like, then I will automatically like the soft toy. lol
This bear, in its pink skin, to me, is super adorable. And it is also lathered with Fifi’s RL scent and so now it also resides on my bed and I sleep with it every night.
Thing 8)
Last but not least, is this baju that he bought for me. HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA
Ok I know it is very mean to laugh, but honestly, I don’t usually wear this type of clothes… It is just not my style…
But since it is Fifi who gave it to me, automatically it becomes something very meaningful to me. I don’t think I’ll wear it in the near future, but I know I’ll always keep it because it marks the first baju that he has ever bought for me!!! (and hoping that there will be more to come in future. Hehehehehehe but next time must be clothes that I will wear lah. )
But I still love you sayang!
HAPPY VALENTINE’S DAY!!!!
I hope you like the things that I posted to you through snail mail. Hehe you faster come back la your real Valentine’s Day gift is still with me!
I want to personally pass to you and give you a cute V Day JET!!!
I love you so muchhhhhhhhhhh sayang, thanks for everything!
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Before I end, here is my absolute favourite photo of Fifi:
JEALOUS YOUR BULU MATE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! grr grr
