Dayspring.

I have never cried because I was touched or moved before. Heck, I don't even cry usually, I'm steel. :P I get very upset easily yes, but I don't cry. Tears just don't go with me.
But today, it was the first time I had ever felt this surge of emotion so strong it made choke back my tears. I was so moved. But of course I didn't break down and start sobbing like a baby, I just, you know, had trouble trying to hold back my tears because they threatened to fall so intensely.
I and a few girls were at Dayspring for some social work today. This is, I think the third time I have been there, but the first time I have ever spoken to the Principal. She is one lady that I don't think I will ever forget in my life. I was - I am - so moved and touched by her kindness and compassion towards the children in Dayspring. And she was so genuine in her words, I felt like hugging her then and there.
Okay, so Dayspring is a centre for children with learning disabilities. The have different categories of children, Down's Syndrome kids, Autistic kids and Disabled Learners kids. This place, Dayspring, is like a school for these kids, and it was started way back in 1988. The Principal, whose name I can pronounce but can't spell, having never seen the spelling before, sat us down around her today and told us of the history and formation and the welfare of Dayspring.
It was a very touching and moving talk, as I have said, and the sincerity in the Principal's words sent stabs into me (drama for effect la. :P), making me realise how important it is to help these disabled children - no, special children. (: The Principal told us stories about the parents of these kids who at first faced difficulties in accepting their children, and then moving on to making the society and especially their families accept that their children are socially impaired.
There are cruel families who disregard these special children, and the people who face the most pain are the parents. They did not choose to have to go through with the fate of having special children. So why can't the society just accept them, and the special children as part of the human race? There are just plain mean people who blame the cause of this on karma, alleging that these parents deserve the fate of having these children because of what apparent sin they committed in the past.
This is complete bullshit. These kids are born this way due to biological reasons and not at all because someone did this to another person or whatever. These special children are children whose brains have been damaged either since birth or during their developing process. There is no one to blame for this.
And besides, these children are just like any normal kid we see on the streets, only lacking some capabilities we have. But isn't that what makes us all humans? We are not perfect. There have to be some fields in which we lack, so doesn't that make us the same as those special chidlren? The only difference is these children need extra help from us. And as normal people who have compassion and emotion, why aren't we all doing it? Why are there only so few of us willing to help these kids?
This is the part that made me assemble all my respect and salutations to the staff of the Dayspring committee. They are doing all this, setting up a community in which special children can flourish, providing these kids with a future, only because they see the need in helping these children. They, the staff, have mentioned that doing this is no easy job, but they are fully up to the task, simply because they have committed to helping people. This promise is so beautiful. I really have no other way to describe their pledge towards Dayspring, but with the word beautiful.
I want to be like these people. They have widened my views and horizon in so many things, especially regarding the duty of mankind and the human race - that is to help one another. Also, I fully pledge to live by the tagline Dayspring carries around in their little society and by which they have stood to conquer hardship and adversities, and that is:
Patience rewards. (:
Ciao.

Fucking Get Over It.

It's so complicated this life. One moment you feel that everything is going your way, and then just one stupid mistake can change that entirely.
Why is life so complicated? Couldn't things just be simple and comprehensible, at least? In a relationship, when you get married, why can't the couple just stay married and love each other instead of having to succumb to lust and disloyalty? I know love is something that you can't control, but then since you've pledged yourself to spend your lifetime with your partner, couldn't you just freaking keep the promise and think about nothing else but to make the relationship work as how you want it to be?
If you never wanted the relationship, then don't start it. Spare your children of some pain. Do you know how hurtful it is to hear both of you screaming at the top of your lungs, throwing stupid foul words at each other? Just because your daughter happens to be 17 years old, it doesn't mean that she is totally immune to mood and sadness.
If you fucking want to argue, then do it somewhere else. Not in front of your children, when they can hear and feel every stab of pain from the words you throw at each other. Stop this fucking childish behaviour and just MOVE ON with your own individual lives, get it? You've caused enough pain over the separation you both are so effortlessly planning, without much consideration over the feelings of the victims of this divorce: YOUR CHILDREN. So can't you guys just get over this and start doing something useful in life instead of bickering and shifting the blame from one to another?
I don't fucking care who was in the wrong in the first place, I just want this to end. All the times during my childhood days where I'd spent wishing that there could be a resolution to this relationship, they are GONE. Wishing for complete and utter bullshit is just that, bullshit. It will never happen. I've given up those childish hopes and wishes long ago, so can you two stop rubbing the inevitability of this is my face? Not to mention with harsh words and intense hatred?
I've had enough okay? I've totally had enough. And if there is anything to blame for my suspected fear in matrimonial commitment, it should be the both of you. For having me witness this ugly fight since I was freaking 4 years old uptil now, thirteen years later.
God, grow up okay?
Ciao.

Finally! :D :D :D

Dating tips for my *cough* one guy friend, who's planning to make his move tomorrow (22 Feb, Sunday)!!! :D :D :D
DATING TIPS FOR HIM:

1. Dress appropriately according to your own personal style. Do not overdress. Dress what you feel comfortable in. As in comfortable at being looked at, so NO oversized tee's you wear at home for couching.
2. Bring enough cash to accomodate all your date's expenses, WHETHER OR NOT she intends for you to pay, is a different story. You should still be prepared with as enough and/or much cash as possible, it is only polite.
3. Walk by her side, and not behind her or in front of her.
4. Do NOT leave her out in anything you do. For example, let's say while walking you suddenly see a Superman pencil case you want, inform her beforehand and do not just dash to purchase it and leave her standing there wondering where you're headed.
5. Look at her. As in, steal glances of her to make sure she's feeling comfortable (if she doesn't, alter the situation until she finds her ease) and not stare at her.
6. Keep talking to her at appropriate intervals and never leave the situation hanging.
7. Awkward silences, BANNED.
8. Do not make sudden advances she may not be ready for. In example, hold her hand, hug her, kiss her, wipe stain off her lips, fix her hair, or any physical contact for that matter.
9. Be decisive in your actions. Suggest places to have your meals and never force your date to decide where to go when she answers, "Anything."
10. Offer her ice-cream halfway through the date. :D It works! :D (EDIT: When I say offer, I mean ice-cream that you've already bought. NOT offer her to go buy ice-cream and then you'll pay. Get what I mean? Give her the ice-cream. And on this one, you will just have to take a guess on the flavour she likes)
11. Always be polite and speak to please the girl. (: Works everytime.
12. Do NOT look at other girls under any circumstances. Pay attention ONLY to your date. Remember, she's the Queen of the day.
13. Do not talk too fast or too much.
14. Do NOT talk about yourself excessively. Make her the topic of your conversations, but of course, at estimation and to a certain appropriate extent.
15. Never stop trying to decipher her feelings. Always try to figure out what she's thinking about.
16. Exercise simple manners. Say "Thank you.", "I'm sorry." or any polite gestures when dealing with promoters, waiters or anybody you happen to be talking to.
17. KEEP YOUR HANDPHONES TUCKED AWAY IN YOUR BACK POCKET OR SOMEWHERE. Do not hold it. It would seem as if your phone's more important to you than her, and you'll lose points. :P
18. Do not text message while walking with her, if it's urgent, let her know and ask to be excused.
19. Excuse yourself when you take calls, do not just answer and walk away. Inform her.
20. Offer to pay for meals, movies and everything she'll be doing with you. Clothes, bags or her personal desires can be exempted.
21. Pay attention to your date at ALL times.
22. Put on a personality as if you're having a really good time. But do not fake your cheerfulness. :D
23. Have fun!

Good luck, friend. :P I'll be back home praying for ya! Haha. :D :D :D
Ciao!

Hurt.

My life is a blissful journey of all things divine.I hate when things go wrong. They always do. I don't care how much time we've spent together. It's over.I cherish every single moment spent with you. I don't want it to be over.I'm hurting you on purpose.I'm dying with pain here, knowing I'm hurting you. Before you even put me on this guilt trip.I've always expected that we're going to end. I actually saw a future. I thought I could control things. I'm sorry I failed.I blame everything on my emotions, taking the excuse that I just can't control them.I wish I could change and control the way I feel about something. Everything.I'm a pretentious bitch who fakes her everyday life.I'm only trying to be friendly with people whom I've bitched about. That is because I only write when I need to express my emotions somehow and I don't in any way hate them. I lie to people only to toy them around.I meant whatever I've ever said. I make people happy just so I can crush their feelings right under the sole of my size 7 Converse chucks.I try to please people whenever I can, because that is my life's philosophy. But I make sure I'm being true to myself.I have no feelings of hurt whatsoever after hurting someone else.I'm dying with pain right now knowing how much pain I've inflicted on someone I care about.I couldn't care less if someone doesn't believe a word I say.I'm crying all the time knowing there's no way I can convince them.I love myself for being able to make someone take notice of my presence. Even if doing so hurts that person.I'd rather die than go through this, or make you go through this, if I'd known this was how it was going to end.My words are coated with honey and they're sweet because I want to lure you into a false sense of belief.My words are one of the most genuine things about me.It doesn't bother me that I can't please the whole world. I'm upset at how big a failure I am for causing people to hate me.I'm living life very happily right now.I wish I could change things.
If even for a fraction of a second you are actually convinced that even one of the statements in orange is true, it just proves how much you actually don't know me. Don't know how terrible I feel inside.
Ciao.

WOW.

MAJOR EDIT:We've sort of confronted each other about this. So I guess everything's fine now. I learn a lesson, she learns a lesson. (:dGod, I'm so glad this is over. I hate not being in good terms with people.I wanna be friends with the whole world! :DfAnd also, thanks for everybody's comments. Whether or not they're of the same opinions, doesn't matter. They helped alot. (: Ciao!d

Tag! :D

THE SELF

[01] Real name: Tang Jo Yee. :)

[02] Nickname: Joey, Jo.

[03] Married: I wish. :P Not ready yet la.

[04] Zodiac Sign: Pisces.

[05] Gender: Hot chick. ;P

[06] Age: 16 years, 10 months and 17 days. :D :D :D Math my birthdate! :D I want present! :D

[07] High school: SMK (P) Bukit Kuda, Klang. :)

[08] College: Yet.

[09] Height: 173cm. I think. :P

[10] Weight: Heavy. XD XD XD But still well within range of my recommended BMI la.

[11] Do you like yourself: Of course! :D

[12] Piercings: Love them. :P Have four on each ear. :)

[13] Right or left: Right-handed. :)

[14] Are you a freak: Good question. :P Sometimes. XD XD XD

[15] Hair: Black/Dark Brown?

[16] Skin: Fair and proud of it! :D

[17] Allergies: None. :D

[18] What are you doing now: Doing this.

[19] What will you do 1 hour later: Nap. :D

[20] What will you do 10 years later: Whatever I want to do. :D

[21] Live with: Mummy and sister and Kakak. :)

[22] Siblings(including you): 2

[23] Eldest: My sister. :D April Tang Han Yee.

[24] Youngest: Me, the baby of the house! :D

[25] Love/hate your family: Love those who love me. :D I'm being realistic.

[26] You found your another half: I wish. :P

[27] If yes, who is he/she: Hee. :P

[28] If no, who you want he/she to be: Someone I love, and loves me back just as much. :)

[29] Time(s) you were in a relationship: None. Am a boyfriend-virgin! :D :D :D

[30] Ever wooed a boy/girl(0-100): Nooopes. :D I am shy. Hahahahaha. :D :D :D

[31] Anyone wooed you before(0-100): Don't think so. Sad kan? :P

[32] Did anything wrong to your other half: ):

[33] What was/were the wrong you had done: Loads.

[34] Ever argued with your other half: I don't even know who my other half is, seriously.

[35] You are with your other half since: Ditto.

[36] Are you straight/queer: I am straight. :D

[37] Reasons you love your other half: He loves me back. :)

[38] You and your other half are in which stage: Oh God.

[39] You wooed him/her or he/she wooed you: Don't ask la.

[40] Ever think of marrying he/she: I am not even ready for a relationship and you're talking marriage.

THE FRIENDS

[41] Your first best friend: Sally Ang Hsueh Fern. :)

[42] Your first enemy: None. :D

[43] The friend you love the most(1 only): Cherrie Lee Sue Jing. :D

[44] The enemy you hate the most(1 only): None.

[45] Your most beautiful girl friend: Ermmmmmmm... This is hard. All my friends are gorgeous! :D

[46] Your most handsome boy friend: Ditto! :D

[47] The kind of girl you hate the most: Selfish ones. I absolutely hate selfish people. D:

[48] The kind of boy you hate the most: Egoistic ones. Period.

[49] You fall in love with your close friend before: Haha. I loooove Cherrie! :D :D :D

[50] Your best friend is your ex-lover: Nopes. :D

[51] If your friend back stabs you: Then, she/he's not my friend.

[52] If your friend betrays you: Ditto.

[53] If your friend woos your lover: Ditto!

[54] If your friend fall in love with you: Haha. I'd be FLATTERED! :D

[55] If you fall in love with your best friend: Why not? I'd woo her/him! :D

[56] Are you a good student: I'm alright. :)

[57] You always complete your homework/assignments: Yups. But not exactly on time. :D :D :D

[58] The teacher/tutor you love the most: Puan Ding Sooi Chong, Miss Tan Seaw Chin and Encik Hazaari Bin Zakaria! :D :D :D

[59] Always late to school/college: Not really.

[60] Your class: 5 Science 1. :D :D :D

[61] You love your seniors: I'm senior!!! :D :D :D

[62] Seniors whom you love the most: At this moment, Lily Wong! :D

[63] Your classmates good/bad: Most of them are awesome. :)

[64] Excellent result classmate: Cherrie la. :D

[65] Laziest classmate: ME! :D :D :D

[66] Smart people: Quite a number actually, they just pretend to be stupid. Like me. :P

[67] Stupid people: I don't think anyone's stupid, actually.

[68] Good looking people: ME! :D :D :D Haha. We're all gorgeous people! :D

[69] Ugly people: Evil people! D:

[70] Funny people: MEEEEEEEEE! :D :D :D Hahaha. And Cherrie. And Darshini and Arisha. And Lina and Zoey! :D :D :D

[71] Cute people: MEEEEEE! :D :D :D Hahaha. And Neelia and Cherrie. :D :D :D

[72] Bad people: You know who you are. D:

[73] Honest people: Hee. Aren't we all? :D :D :D *Viscous sarcasm BLEEDING.* Haha. :D

[74] Pretentious people: The plastics la.

[75] What kind of person are you: Nice, loud, caring, awesome :P, mature, LAZY but helpful. :D :D :D

THE PREFER

[76] Lip or eyes: Eyes. :D You cannot resist sexy eyes. :P

[77] Hugs or kisses: Whenever whichever is appropriate. :)

[78] Shorter or taller: Taller of course. :D I'm a taaallll girl. :D :D :D

[79] Hesitant or spontaneous: Spontaneous! Spontaneity is awesome. :D

[80] Nice stomach or nice arms: Erm. I want nice stomach but I don't want ugly arms. Vice versa. D: D: D:

[81] Listener or Talker: Listener. But talks also la at the right time. :)

[82] Romantic or rich: Romantic and loves me. :)

[83] Good husband or good father: Both. :D :D :D

[84] Age to get married: When I'm ready and have earned my first million. HAHAHAHAHA. :D :D :D

[85] Numbers of kid(s): As many as I can afford! :D :D :D

[86] Career: Don't want to think about it. But definitely something I enjoy. :D

[87] Salary: As much as I deserve. :D

[88] Retirement age: When I feel like it. :D :D :D

[89] Properties value: Prosperous. :D :D :D

[90] Wishes: That I succeed in life! :D :D :D And a poverty/crime/injustice-free world! :D

THE VICTIMS

[91] You! :D

[92] And

[93] anyone

[94] who

[95] is

[96] as

[97] lebih

[98] as

[99] I

[100] am! :D

Ciao! :D

Reality of Romance.

Yesterday, Cherrie and I were talking about girlfriends and boyfriends and the oh-so-famous puppy-love relationship everybody is having with their apparent significant other whilst still in high school. It made me realise how complicated a relationship actually is, and it totally knocked my head with one ultimate truth:
I am very freakishly not ready for a committed relationship with a boyfriend/significant other. Period.
You see, I know, since the end of last year, and the early of this year, I dare say, I have been wondering alot about what it would be like to have a boyfriend. To be in a loving relationship, where you feel cared about, and listened to and all those fucking romantic shit books and movies keep going on and on about.
And well, frankly, I have been wishing that I would find me my own significant other. Someone whom I can love and loves me back. Someone I can't wait to see every single minute of the day, someone whose voice I can't wait to hear again after the last time.
But as Cherrie and I were talking about this particular issue yesterday, reality suddenly hit me. Am I ready for a relationship? I realised my heart started beating really fast, my palms began to perspire and I actually got scared at the prospect of being someone's girlfriend.
Oh God. I wonder if this is some sort of social retardation I am suffering from. You see. Before this, all I have ever thought of about a relationship is how the guy would call you everyday and ask of your day, reminding you time and time again how much he wishes to be there with you, takes you out all the time because all he has in his mind is to be with you, all that crap. Well, what I always fantasised about having a boyfriend was basically because of his company.
Nothing more than that.
Until.... What if he asks me for sex? Oh God. I know right? That is lame. I mean, I know everyone's saying how the guy will wait till you're ready if he really loves you, bla, bla, bla. But is that really it? I mean, what if the guy assures you that you will be protected, and that it wouldn't affect anything? What if you yourself are sure that you will be safe, what excuse are you going to give your boyfriend?
Isn't that hypocrisy? There you are, committing yourself to the relationship, going on and on about how intimate you are with your boyfriend, and how much you trust him. But then when he asks for sex, you deny him? Okay, under religious restrictions, I can totally understand about the sex part. But what if your religion does not restrain one from pre-marital sex? What reason are you going to give your boyfriend, the one to whom you have pledged your heart and promised of your faith?
My point is, if you are not ready for sex, then you are not ready for a relationship. Unless of course you and your boyfriend are on the same term, as in, no pre-marital sex just yet. But then, if that's the case, just how deep is the level of intimacy you share with your said loved one? Okay, you kiss, you hold hands, you whisper sweet nothings to each other every night, you hug, but do you guys change clothes in front of each other?
If you can't even show your bra to someone whom you kiss and say you love, just how much is it that you love him? If you love him, don't you trust him? Well, if you trust him, what is it that you are afraid of?
But then, that is just my opinion. My theory is, you can never truly love someone until you truly trust said someone. And so, if you are unsure of whether or not this particular boy/girl is the one you truly love and/or trust, then what is even the point in starting a relationship? What's the rush? hWait till you get to know the guy/girl better. Wait till you trust him/her completely. Wait till you are comfortable with him/her seeing you naked. Then you talk about love and all that romantic crap.
Ciao.

Aerosmith - I Don't Want To Miss A Thing j(Verse)I could stay awake just to hear you breathingWatch you smile while you are sleepingWhile you're far away dreamingI could spend my life in this sweet surrenderI could stay lost in this moment foreverEvery moment spent with you is a moment I treasureg(Chorus)Don't want to close my eyesI don't want to fall asleepCause I'd miss you babyAnd I don't want to miss a thingCause even when I dream of youThe sweetest dream will never doI'd still miss you babyAnd I don't want to miss a thingf(Verse)Lying close to you feeling your heart beatingAnd I'm wondering what you're dreamingWondering if it's me you're seeingThen I kiss your eyesAnd thank God we're togetherI just want to stay with you in this moment foreverForever and everd(Chorus)Don't want to close my eyesI don't want to fall asleepCause I'd miss you babyAnd I don't want to miss a thingCause even when I dream of youThe sweetest dream will never doI'd still miss you babyAnd I don't want to miss a thingf(Bridge)I don't want to miss one smileI don't want to miss one kissI just want to be with youRight here with you, just like thisI just want to hold you closeFeel your heart so close to mineAnd just stay here in this momentFor all the rest of timed(Chorus)
Don't want to close my eyesI don't want to fall asleepCause I'd miss you babyAnd I don't want to miss a thingCause even when I dream of youThe sweetest dream will never doI'd still miss you babyAnd I don't want to miss a thing
Don't want to close my eyesI don't want to fall asleepI don't want to miss a thing

I grew up listening to this song. (: I was moved by the familiarity of the emotions the song and I share.fCiao. :)

2009 CNY! :D

Okay, so I know it's been a long time since I've updated but that is because I have been super busy during the CNY! :D :D :D I had loooadss of fun! :D Eventhough in gambling I lost like mad, but I freaking gained back all the fun in eating! Cookies! Drinks! Ang Paosss! :D

Hehe. So I went visiting to a bunch of friends's houses. First I went to Cherrie's! :D I had alot of fun there! :D We watched this super funny DVD called Hot Shots, and Charlie Sheen was freaking hilarious in that show! Haha. I also loooved the tit bits in Cherrie's house, especially the Nga Ku (I cannot believe Abel doesn't know what this is. Haha. :P) and also the cookie with the rice pieces in it! Hahaha. But the Pepsi in Cherrie's house tasted weird, though. ):

Then, after that we went to the BBQ party at Leong Wee's house together! :D

The BBQ was very fun and to be honest, Cherrie and I had our doubts about the party at first, because there were going to be people we barely knew at all. But in the end it turned out to be very very fun! :D

Heehee. The BBQ chicken leg was AWESOME, well, primarily because I BBQed it myself. Haha. I spent like one HOUR BBQing the freaking chicken leg but it was fucking worth it! :D Oh my God but then you know what happened? While I was busy savouring my awesome chicken leg (dripping with honey and melted butter with awesome charred marks), I kind of concentrated on eavesdropping Seow Wei and Mae Vin's conversation and then all of a sudden.........!

Seow Wei turned over with a huge smack and my chicken leg FELL onto the floor and rolled around on the simen ground!!!!!! I repeat, my chicken leg, which I had spent one HOUR BBQing, fell onto the ground! 0_0 I was in shock for almost half a minute, and then everything was silent, everybody's eyes were on my dusty chicken leg, and then I regained my composure only when Seow Wei started apologising profusely over the dropping of my chicken leg.

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Haha. I was upset, but I assured Seow Wei it was not her fault, as I was the clumsy one who used tongs to eat my chicken leg and also, it was my big nose meddling into people's business that got the better of me. Haha. But it was fine, because I took another chicken leg and BBQed it one more time. I actually had fun cooking, eventhough usually I hated BBQs, because of the smoke and all, but during that time, I hadn't taken my bath so it didn't bother me much. :D

So in the end, I got to eat my second piece of chicken leg and it was awesssomeeee too! :D And then after we'd packed up everything, we went into the house to play a Dare Card game. Haha. I don't know how to explain the game, but it is sort of like a Dare game, where two or more people will be required to perform a Dare on which the whole group has agreed.

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Heehee. It was damn funny I tell you! :D :D :D

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So here are some of the pictures we took during the BBQ party! :D

There's Shu Ee in grey, Chew Kit in brown, May Shuen in the stripes, and Weng Shen in black, playing cards. (:

Okay, from top left, May Shuen and Mae Vin. From left, Seow Wei, Shu Ee, Sue May, me (looking totally retarded by the way, :P), Cherrie and Zoey. (: And the one at the bottom is Rock Chan! :D

From left: Mae Vin, Seow Wei, Sue May and me. Oh, also, thank you whoever the cameraman was, for snapping from this angle, emphasising the size of my figure. Haha. But it's okay. It's just a picture. :P

Okay, I realise naming every single person in each photo is getting more and more impossible by the minute, so I'll stop. Haha. There we are, BBQing! :D

Oh my God, look at Leong Wee! His stupid hand pose! Haha. Super funny! :P :P :P

I think that's Hansen in white, Teh, with the paper plate and Chew Kit in brown. (:

Okay, so there is Cherrie in white, pushing up her specs, and the distinct one, ME! :D :D :D In yellow! Hahaha. And Shu Ee beside me. (: My hair looks so weird. :(

This shot is so cute! :D :D :D

Let's ignore the fact that I am ultra-NOT-photogenic and just enjoy the very fun atmosphere you can see in the picture okay? :D :D :D

I looove this shot! :D There, Ming Jin and Sue May behind! :D

Coooooking! :D :D :D

And here starts the Dare Game pictures! :D :D :D Hahahahaha.

Rock Chan was dared to be a crouching werewolf and Teh was supposed to resemble a vampire waiting to strike Rock Chan with a saber or sommat. Haha. I guess they failed. :P :P :P

And, me and Rock Chan, reenacting a scene from Twilight! Gosh, that looks so real, it's scary. Hahahaha. :D :D :D

Zoey and Seow Wei reenacting the famous Titanic scene! :D :D :D

Sue May biting Shu Ee's shirt! Hahahaha! :D

Ming Jin kissing Sue May's forehead! Hahaha! No fun cos they are a couple anyway. Haha. :D :D :D

Seow Wei kneeling while asking for Rock Chan's hand in marriage! Not to mention kissing it! :D :D :D

Me and Sue May hugging! :D :D :D Sorry for the motion, we were too excited! Haha.

Oh God. Once again, please ignore my total inability in looking nice in a picture and instead concentrate on my gorgeous red socks. Haha. Or Shu Ee's awesome haircut! :D I love it! :D :D :D

OKAY. I have got a LOT to say about this picture. Number 1. It was ONLY a DARE. So people, please do NOT go around spreading rumours or worse, THIS PICTURE to every single person you know. We all clearly know who Chew Kit has his eyes on *coughMaeVincough* and given our almost 7-year friendship, it is HIGHLY UNLIKELY for anything but FRIENDSHIP to happen between us. PERIOD. Number 2. If you guys are wondering why I'm even posting this online if I am so against the the publicity of this picture, that is because we had agreed on posting every single Dare picture on my blog before we started the game and I am not about to misuse my advantage as the cameraperson to erase all evidence of this picture. Number 3. I hate this picture because, Number 4. Apart form the fact that Cherrie has taken with glee the advantage to send this picture to every single human being she knows, I have to look UGLY in this picture as well. I wouldn't have minded so much if I looked at least half-way decent in the picture, but no, I had to look like I was resembling a squished balloon. D: D: D:

PDA attempt from Shu Ee and May Shuen. :D :D :D

For those perverts who might miss it, there is a CARD separating Rock Chan and May Shuen's lips, mind you. Hahaha. :D :D :D

OH MY GOD! This is awesome! Hahaha. Cherrie biting the end of a filament stick, and Leong Wee, the other! Hahaha! My idea! :D :D :D

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA! This is the funniest! :D :D :D Cherrie sitting on WS's lap and then both of them bouncing together on the huge ball! Hahahaha! :D And the funniest part? It was CHERRIE'S OWN IDEA! Hahahaha! :D :D :D

And then this is Ming Jin and Leong Wee's gay attempt of PDA. Hahaha. :D :D :D
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Hee. So that's all for the BBQ party. I had loads of fun there, I laughed soooo hard and I went back home at about 12.30am. Haha. :D

Moving on.

The next day, I went to Neelia's house. :D Neelia's house was fun. We gambled alot. And I lost alot. :P :P :P But it's okay. It's CNY! :D :D :D We watched The Bourne Supremacy too, and eventhough I was too stupid to understand what the hell was going on in the movie, I still had fun because I watched it with Cherrie, who is a proud Bourne freak (the book), and she helped explain parts of the movie to me. Though I wasn't really paying attention because I was busy analysing Matt Damon's face and guessing his age. Haha. :D

Later we went to Ash's house together and I ate pizza! :D Domino's pizza is AWESOME, I tell you. I usually order Pizza Hut and I seldom eat Domino's but it's awesome! :D I ate FOUR slices of pizza yesterday, the most I have ever eaten at one shot in my entire life. I could barely walk after that. Hahaha. :D But it's okay. It was delicious! :D :D :D

So we watched Mamma Mia, I was trying not to snicker at the wrong places throughout the whole movie (for example when Bond - I mean, Pierce Brosnan was singing Abba songs) but failed because it was just too funny! :D :D :D I'm sorry if I was being disrespectful, but it really was funny! Haha. :D

Hee. So after that we watched Panic At The Disco's A Fever You Can't Sweat Out Tour DVD and Shu Ee and Tricia kept fighting over who was hotter, Brendon Urie or Ryan Ross. I, of course was on Shu Ee's side, because Ryan is HOT (yes, uppercased and italicised, to show the magnitude of the emphasis I'm using) and no one in Panic can beat that. :P :P :P

So in the end, after fretting over transportation problem to go home, I finally got to go home and I was so exhausted I almost died doing my homework. Okay. So I am still a procrastinator, despite my 2009 Resolution. But I am trying to fight it okay??? I know I should have finished my homework earlier and not until the last night of the holidays, I know that, okay?

So I just decided to skip school. Haha. :D Not a very wise choice, and I really really regret my decision, you know. :( I promise I will work really hard to do better in school. Okay? :D :D :D

So, ciao! :D :D :D Wow, long post. Oh well, I guess that can make up for all the days I hadn't updated my blog. :D :D :D