Fucking Get Over It.

It's so complicated this life. One moment you feel that everything is going your way, and then just one stupid mistake can change that entirely.
Why is life so complicated? Couldn't things just be simple and comprehensible, at least? In a relationship, when you get married, why can't the couple just stay married and love each other instead of having to succumb to lust and disloyalty? I know love is something that you can't control, but then since you've pledged yourself to spend your lifetime with your partner, couldn't you just freaking keep the promise and think about nothing else but to make the relationship work as how you want it to be?
If you never wanted the relationship, then don't start it. Spare your children of some pain. Do you know how hurtful it is to hear both of you screaming at the top of your lungs, throwing stupid foul words at each other? Just because your daughter happens to be 17 years old, it doesn't mean that she is totally immune to mood and sadness.
If you fucking want to argue, then do it somewhere else. Not in front of your children, when they can hear and feel every stab of pain from the words you throw at each other. Stop this fucking childish behaviour and just MOVE ON with your own individual lives, get it? You've caused enough pain over the separation you both are so effortlessly planning, without much consideration over the feelings of the victims of this divorce: YOUR CHILDREN. So can't you guys just get over this and start doing something useful in life instead of bickering and shifting the blame from one to another?
I don't fucking care who was in the wrong in the first place, I just want this to end. All the times during my childhood days where I'd spent wishing that there could be a resolution to this relationship, they are GONE. Wishing for complete and utter bullshit is just that, bullshit. It will never happen. I've given up those childish hopes and wishes long ago, so can you two stop rubbing the inevitability of this is my face? Not to mention with harsh words and intense hatred?
I've had enough okay? I've totally had enough. And if there is anything to blame for my suspected fear in matrimonial commitment, it should be the both of you. For having me witness this ugly fight since I was freaking 4 years old uptil now, thirteen years later.
God, grow up okay?
Ciao.