No mood la.

It's almost beginning to dawn upon me that I am living in a very incredible dream that will never have a good ending.

And since I know nobody even reads my blog anymore, I am going to pour out my heart here, because I find writing all this down with an actual pen is kind of exhausting.

Also. I just bought a new laptop. So I am temporarily obsessed with using it for typing.

So.

wtf I suddenly lost the muse (read: courage) to write.

I offer my sincerest apology.

Chuz.