ARGHHHH!!! :DDDD

Upcoming blog posts!!!!!!!!!!

1. About some random spontaneous cooking fun I occasionally have at home! :D
2. How I do my make-up!
3. Wardrobe make-over!!!
4. GO SHOPPING AND COME BACK TO POST ABOUT EVERYTHING I WILL HAVE BOUGHT!!!

Stay tuned ok!

Nah a cute photo of me for you while you wait hee hee:

I want to vomit.

...because I keep hearing the song Just The Way You Are by Bruno Mars!!!

I love the song so much!!! But because I chose that to perform in a choir for the Form6 MP, and because during practice that song was played for like 10000000 times per day, now everytime I hear it I just feel like vomiting. lol

So..... MP IS FINALLY OVER!!!!!!! I cannot tell you how relieved I feel after all of this...

And now. It is exam time. It starts on Friday. And it probably isn't such a good idea for me to be blogging but I don't care!! I have not blogged for such a long time and I promise this is going to be the last post until after my exam which is on the 2nd of Nov!

And another thing, I think I am going to also deactivate my Facebook account and only turn it back on after my exam, that way I wouldn't be tempted to go check for notifications since I will be getting NONE, and it's, you know, a good chance to allow people to miss me during my longgggg absence. :D

After exam it's.....................SHOPPING TIME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I just canNOT wait for everything to be over this year, so that I can start afresh on 2011. This whole year, everything feels like such a mess! This year, I felt my biggest happiness and heartbreak and my school life's a big blur, as I feel like I haven't attained a single academic-related knowledge throughout this few months... zzz

So. That's it. I'm signing out RIGHT NOW and will only be coming back on the 2nd of Nov. See ya'll!

Chuz!

I have ugly nails.

It is 111am right now and I should be sleeping, but I woke up at 620am this morning and started vomiting like shit and then I think all the vomiting kind of made me exhausted and everything so I fell asleep and only woke up at 308pm fml.

So I am 0% sleepy now and I might as well use this time to update my blog.

So far, nothing interesting has happened in my life AS USUAL and I am only going by every single day with zero excitement.

School used to be very fun for me but now it's just BLAH. Weekends also feel very BLAH.

My whole life is BLAH.

Also, I was thinking, how do you ask a guy for his number? I mean, is it socially acceptable for a girl to ask for a guy's number? Would the guy feel turned off if a girl made the first approach to get to know him? Would he consider the girl of zero appeal because she is throwing herself onto the guy?

Okay lah I know it's not exactly THROWING herself onto him lah, but you know what I mean.

Hmm... So far, I have never asked a guy for his number before and I am thinking maybe I should start trying? Because who knows maybe the guy will actually appreciate the effort I take to make him feel flattered?

Guys, how does this work actually? Do you guys only like girls who stay all shy and timid and wait for you to get their number, or would you rather like bold and brave girls who are not afraid to show that "Hey, you're hot. Gimme your number."?

Anyway. I have been reading Cheesie's blog alot these few days and I am so in love with her fashion sense! :D It's kind of like frilly, ruffled, lacy but at the same time leather, skin, denim and everything, it's really nice! :D

So I think for the next CNY I need a major wardrobe change and I will focus of buying clothes that I actually LIKE wearing and are okay for outings, rather than the usual casual comfy clothes I tend to end up buying. And have all my hard earned $$$ wasted like how I did this year. ==

The thing is, with fashion, you need be bold and brave. Kind of like with boys too, I guess.

Or do boys dislike those type of in-your-face girls????

Whatever, talking about fashion here. Soooooo...

Hmm... So. Be bold and brave. Be creative and go with your instincts. You can copy certain people's styles, but do not do it 100%, add a little of your personal touch to it too. Make it YOUR look. A look you are comfortable wearing, and being seen wearing.

And buy LOTS of accessories because they can help you change a total look even if you're in the same dress! :D

OH and one more important thing:

M A K E - U P. It is not considered fashion if you are barren of make-up right????

Sometimes I don't understand why girls would rather just go out without make-up or at least a good hairdo. I mean, if you're going for the dewy glowy look and have the most perfect complexion then I can understand lah... But then they usually.....don't.

I understand the whole concept of wanting to look natural and all, but that only works if you're naturally beautiful no?????

Whatever I just call those people lazy. Zzz

When I say make-up I am not asking you to go overboard and have totally wayang make-up lah. Just some simple eye-liner, mascara, and blusher will do what. I mean, it's not that hard. Or at least, go get your eye brows plucked and shaped. Then you'll look nice. Provided you have nice features and glowy flawless complexion loh. Which only happens in 1:100000 people btw.

Sometimes make-up is not only there to make you look prettier, but to make you look like you actually CARE for your looks. People appreciate efforts like that. I mean, you see a girl who goes out wearing a nice dress, and another who walks out with her mother's old t-shirt with Mickey Mouse shorts, which do you prefer making friends with? Or have more respect for?

You see. It's simple. If you don't suit eye make-up (I understand some people don't), which is the most crucial part of your face, then at least put on some blusher to make you look glowy!!! Or just plain mascara will work fine, it makes a HUGE difference, you know.

lol I don't know why I am urging girls to put on make-up because it's kind of not my business but then it is nice to be able to see pretty chicks everywhere everytime I go out also what...

I don't know lah. I'm just saying. Get a mascara if you don't already have one. It works wonders. Let's all be pretttttty! :3

Chuz!

Wallet. ♥

One of the funnest things that I like to do is cleaning out my wallet and/or changing my current wallet to another wallet.

That is because I keep loads of junks in my wallet, and everytime I clean it out, I always find stuff that I've kept there longgggg ago like crumpled ATM slips saying the balance was RM20000000 years ago (lie) when now it is only RM5.08 (sadly, not lie. Not really sobs), old shopping lists that never got ticked off because I am more of an impulsive shopper than a planned one (hence the pathetic bank account sobs), sweet notes and/or meaningful things people used to give me. :3

I was clearing out my wallet today and I found a few things that brought back alot of really nice warm fuzzy memories for me and it made me want to cry, because I really miss those days so much.



I remember the first day I went to work at PA and my supervisor gave me this tag. She refused to let me write my own name because she wanted everyone's tag to have the same handwriting (she wrote for everyone also lol).

I miss working at PA so much!!! Those were the times where I didn't need to worry about not finishing any dumb assignments before a certain due date, because when I worked there, there was no homework!!!

You just go, work, socialise, come back, sleep and repeat the routine and at the 15th of every month, you get your paycheck! :D

Good times, good times. How I wish I will get to go back there to work again, I really miss those days...



This is a double-heart note someone gave to me long ago, and I kept it till now because it is one of the most romantic things I have ever received in my life. ♥

There were so many times during emergencies that I was short of only RM1 or less but I refused to use this bill because I just couldn't get myself to doing it!!!

If I had used it, the memories would have been erased and nothing would be able to replace it!!!

I'm going to keep it. Forever. (:



I became very fond of the ♥ sign when I was working in PA and everytime I wrote something, I had to have the ♥ sign beside it too. I used to always steal the blank papers at the store just to cut out little paper hearts to be given to my colleagues because it's just so sweet!

I like to do little sweet things like this for people, just to see them smile, to see them happy, to let them feel the warm fuzzy feeling because that is the most wonderful feeling in the world and of course, also for them to remember me for ever having given something like that to them. ♥

I may not look like it, but I like to do sensitive and meaningful stuff like this. I've been told that on the exterior I look kind of hard and conserved, but in reality I'm actually very emotional and sensitive. I loooooove to see the people I love happy, because that is the most satisfying feeling I can ever have in my life. :D

I mean, I'm not THAT sensitive lah, but just, to a certain extent lah of course... :D



And these little gestures in PA always got replies too! Hee hee and that is the best part because I would also get to feel the warm fuzzy feeling that I loooooove so much!!!!!!!!!!!! ♥



This I wrote myself and apart from being a total fan of the ♥ symbol, I am also very fond of STARS. :D

I love this nametag banyak-banyak because I'd been using it for soooooooooooo long when I worked for PA and I just couldn't bare to throw it away!

Because once a PA crew, FOREVER a PA crew! :DDDD



Oh these McD vouchers... I remember these McD vouchers... Fareez introduced them to us because a McD guy just shoved like a stack of these vouchers into his hands and they became PA property ever since!

I remember the late nights after work where we would all go and get McD ice-creams because with these vouchers, we only needed to pay RM0.55! :D

This thing has been in my wallet ever since, (the vouchers in PA all used up already lol) and even though it is still VALID to be used till now, since there is no expiration date (I asked), but I just couldn't bare to use it!!!

It holds such great memories for me, I don't think I will ever, ever throw it away. ♥



So I cleaned out my wallet today, and these are the things I found. I've thought of throwing some of them away before, because...

...but even after the 100th time of considering, I just couldn't do it. And now they still reside in my wallet, safe and sound and holding such sweet memories for me.

Memories I'll never forget, I guess, for the rest of my life. ♥

Thanks for the memories, everybody. Chuz. ;)

Outing! :D

Yesterday, me and 3 of my Form6 friends went to KLCC!!!

Not for shopping, though, but for......



Petrosains! :DDDD



The 3 angels that I went with: Jannah, Wani and Nadia. Hee hee



And then we saw the cutest thing: small children lining up by the entrance! They were there for a field trip! Eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! Comel x93792



And because I think I am one of the small children also, I started playing with the display cars and forced Nadia to help me shoot this photo lol



But then besides the childish side of me I am also a very knowledge-loving person. Proof: I camwhored with Albert Einstein!!!

Okay cheat one I only took this photo to get a reaction from Cherrie whose idol is Mr. Einstein. lol



CAMWHORE BECAUSE WE ARE GIRLS!!! :DDD

Halfway through I got super excited because I found my one true love!



A T-REX!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Omg so cute right!

Kissy-kissy. Mwah mwah :-* Hee hee

Fwah I found my family tree! :D

Not much to do in Pterosains actually... Most of the exhibitions there are quite boring and aimed mainly at kids only. Like, we are practically adults and being there made us feel awkwardly like...OLD PEOPLE.

Only posting this photo because my legs look very sexy and hot in it. lol



My baby chasing us in the car because he misses me! Hee hee

Because Petrosains was so damn boring...

Because the girls wanna rush home so that they wouldn't be home past their curfew...

Because I am a power shopper and will stop at no end to grab the chance to SHOP...

Because I was already in KL anyways...

And BECAUSE I CANNOT TAHAN BEING IN KL BUT NOT GOING TO TIMES SQUARE...

I...

...decided to go there to shop alone. LOL

And it was so fun!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Solo shopping is one of my favourite hobbies I tell you! Because I don't have to wait for my other friends, I can walk freely wherever I want, I can stay as long as I want in a store without feeling I'm wasting people's time, I can try on practically anything I like without bothering with opinions..... It's just...heaven.

I love solo shopping. Especially at places where everything is cheap and nice too!



Look! :D



The stuff I bought these few days! Hee hee I especially love the navy top I bought, it's so pretty! And it only costs RM15 chi sin so cheap right!!!

Floral top I sort of regret purchasing after all the CHEAPER shopping I did in Times Square. lol

So that's it! I am broke. AGAIN. And I have run out of gas money.

SIGH.

OH! I forgot to talk about how Jannah and Nadia who were supposed to meet me and Wani at the train station, ended up boarding a bus ALL THE WAY TO SHAH ALAM. HAHAHAHAHA

Those girls hor. Not finished yet: After they bought train tickets after finally reaching the train station, while they were trying to insert the ticket into the little box to have it scanned before the bars opened, they couldn't find the slot to slip the ticket in!!! HAHAHAHAHAHA

Then they had to call me, cos I was already at the other side of the station, just to ask how to work that thing. lol so funny.

But of course I had alot of fun with them at Petrosains (CAMWHORING WAS FUN!!! :DDD)! Hee hee can't wait for the next outing!

Chuz!

Because we are both happy people.

Today Xinyi and I had a very enlightening chat about the type of life we both want to have in future.

So today's post shall all be about WHAT I WILL DO IF I AM A BILLIONAIRE.

Okay I am trying to let this topic sink in realistically, and I am really going to think properly of WHAT I will do if I really had that much money.

Okay so say I am a billionaire at 18, like, right now.

1) I guess the first thing I will do is divide the money into few portions. Like, say I have 1 billion, I will divide it into 1000 parts.

2) So I shall use 1/1000 of my money first. And that's about 1 million.

3) First, I will fund my education. I haven't properly decided what I really want to study, but it will be along the lines of Mass Communication, with advertising, graphic designing, journalism, broadcasting bla bla bla stuff.

4) And then I will ask my Mum what she wants. Car? House? Holiday?

5) Then I will ask my sister what she wants? Car? House? Holiday? CASH?

6) Then I will ask my Dad what he wants. Car? House? Holiday?

7) And then I will ask ALLLLLL my relatives who I love what they ever wanted in their lives and fulfil all their wishes.

8) And then I will pay for an awesome holiday for my father-side's second uncle's family who has helped us so much throughout my life. Plus any sort of gifts they would like!

9) Hmm... And then I think I will put up a nice private memorial place for my direct ancestors, both my mother's and father's sides... I'm not typically a very superstitious person, but I think they deserve a nice place as a sign of honour and respect and memory we have for them. (:

10) I think one million is gone by now, if my parents really asked for houses lol so on to the next million.

11) Hmm... So I think I'm going to get myself a nice place too, a nice home, so that when I grow old I will at least have a nice house to stay lol so it has to be somewhere secure and happening and LASTING!

12) I'm gonna get myself CARS!!!!!!!! I will buy at least 3 cars for myself!!! One is a luxurious casual drive, another for long distance driving or for family holidays, and another for when I go to work, so it's gotta be very pretty and shiny and expensive looking, so that people will be intimidated by me LOL

13) Eh, at 18 I wouldn't have to work yet. Oh well, I'll just have the car there for when I feel like driving it lah lol

14) Then..... I'm gonna get myself lots of good handphones/smartphones. LOL Sony Ericsson Vivaz Pro Black,, Blackberrys, N97 Mini White, Nokia E5, bla bla bla...

15) Good cameras!!! Any type! Just good ones!

16) I wanna revamp my room too!!! Make it my dream room! With a personal designer who receives orders from ME! lol

17) And omg I am going to take a BIG BIG portion of my money and go spend it in one single day and get all the clothes shoes bags accessories I've ever wanted and I ever want!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

18) Okay I am getting bored with this list.

19) I'm also going to grant my sweet close friends what they have ever wanted!!!

20) Also my teachers too!!! Especially PUAN DING!!!! I'll buy her entire family things that they want! LOL

21) Okay, and then I'm going to randomly donate to charitable organisations that focus on orphanages, old folks home, curable diseases, the underprivileged people... And then some to environmental organisations and terminal patients too...

22) And I'm also going to start some business. I don't know what business yet, but it's going to be simple business, that will bring back profit overtime, but doesn't need an immediate splurge of capital, and also one that does not come along with HUGE risks...

23) I will work very hard to think of ways to help me retain my wealth, including employing personal economical psychologists, financial advisor, business experts... lol

24) Okay I think that's all I can think of for the moment...

25) I will also try to use my money to help spread my views on how to maintain Malaysia as a nice peaceful multi-racial country and also help generate ways to make Malaysians more open-minded and forward/advanced-minded too.

26) I don't know how that is going to work but I shall try to do that. Because I do believe that with money, you can do ANYTHING. lol

27) And of course I shall save some too, for me, and my children in future and my family.

Okay the end.

28) Oh yes! I will spend some money to make Beekay a better better school too! Because I feel that alot of the teachers there are very motivated and sincere in trying to make the school a great place too, and the few things that are stopping that include money too. So I'm going to try to offer some help. :D

Okay. Chuz! lol

VERY FUN DAY TODAY!!!!!!

It was a very interesting Saturday today because alot of unexpected things happened! :D

My MOTHER of all people, decided to bring me to BTK so I decided to bring Cheryl my buddy in vanity cousin lol and off we went to BTKKKKK!

As usual, if you put me and her together in stores that sell stuff which are try-able, it is impossible that we do not end up doing things like:



THIS.



AND THIS.

Well, talking about clothes, see the grey blouse that I'm wearing?

It is from P.Co and OMG it is soooooo pretty! I love it!

I know what you guys are thinking lah it looks too old lah too formal lah doesn't suit my age lah but...

I DON'T CARE BECAUSE I THINK IT IS SOOOOO PRETTY! :D

But I didn't buy it WHY because I no money loh! ):



And this veryyyyyy pretty floral blouse pulak, I bought! Tee-hee!

There is a very significant story behind the purchase of this baju bunga2, but of course, it's alongside other reasons such as:

1) I for so long have wanted to buy floral-printed clothes already, only I could find none which are nice enough...
2) It is cheap! :D
3) It makes me look very girly. Hee hee *blush
4) And..... it's cos I don't have clothes like this and I'm always trying to improve my sense of style and keep my own fashion style growing, so this is EVOLUTION! Hee

And the very significant story is:

THERE IS A VERY SAMDOL PERSON WHO SAID THAT I LOOK VERY BOYISH AND I DO NOT WEAR ENOUGH FLORAL CLOTHES SO:

NAH! - Berbunga2 nih. Cukup tak cis bedebah. lol



I loveeeeeeeeeeeeee ittttttttttttttttttttt! <3



Other than camwhoring INSIDE fitting rooms, we have also upgraded ourselves and our confidence to camwhore OUT IN THE PUBLIC and THIS (the above) is the result! :D

AND THIS! Learn from the MASTERRRRRRRR! Be BRAVE! Camwhore in PUBLIC! Be proud of your gorgeousness because we are all beautiful people! :DDDDD

And ini adalah the shades that I and Cheryl each bought! Tee hee! Blue rims! I looooveeee itttt!

And the fact that makes me love it even MORE: Mummy paid for them! :DDD Tee-hee tee-hee!

FWAH! See, she learns from the master! :D

Cannot. Stop.

lol

After all that shopping, me and Cherrie and Xin Yi were supposed to go to Setia Alam Pasar Malam to jalan2 and become aunties! :D

But then in the end Xin Yi felt sick and decided not to go, and Cherrie already left for the SAPM with her Mum and I felt quite lazy to drive allll the way to Setia Alam...

So I decided to go to Jusco BR to get some movie tickets to watch with Cherrie for later, only the queue was SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO long that it reached Baskin Robbins! So I dropped the idea and went shopping instead while waiting for Cherrie to finish her auntie grocery-shopping with her mum at SAPM lol

But then it RAINED!!!!!!!!! (Thank God I decided not to go to SAPM lol) And so Cherrie was stuck there and soon it became too late to do anything anymore so I went home to rot.

But on the way back, I stopped by McD and tried their all new Milo McFlurry and slurp slurp it was good! :D

But a tad too sweet loh if you ask me, with all that Milo powder...

And so here I am NOW, at HOME, on a SATURDAY NIGHT, Facebooking and blogging. ==

Oh well, at least I took some pretty photos today. :3

Chuz guys!

PS: Stay happy! It's the best medicine for anything! ;)