Tuesday, November 16, 2010

What does he mean?

Aku yang lemah tanpamu
Aku yang rentan karena


Does he feel the same? As weak as I feel whenever he's not around?

Cinta yang telah hilang darimu
yang mampu menyanjungku


How does he feel so calm, singing about his own heartbreak?

Selama mata terbuka
Sampai jantung tak berdetak
Selama itu pun
aku mampu tuk mengenangmu


I know how it feels... It's like someone won't disappear from your thoughts...

Darimu, kutemukan hidupku
Bagiku, kau lah cinta sejati


But too bad, to him, it is not the same...

Bila yang tertulis untukku
Adalah yang terbaik untukmu
Kan kujadikan kau kenangan
Yang terindah dalam hidupku

He'll be the most beautiful yet painful memory I'll ever have...

Namun takkan mudah bagiku
Meninggalkan jejak hidupku
Yang telah terukir abadi
Sebagai kenangan yang terindah

How does he sing about his own heartbreak so cavalierly? When in his heart, every word is like the stab of a knife?

He lies.


Nothing is permanent. It only stays permanent when you refuse to let go. That is when your beautiful memories then turn into a painful history, one that you try to erase from your thoughts, but forever it will stay inside of you, serving as a reminder of how strong you have since then emerged...but yet still hurting after all this time...

Because love is not forever. Pain is.

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