Love ya all. ;)
Thursday, July 29, 2010
I considered whether to write this post or not for, like, days loh.
So respect my views ok.
I went to PPD today and my approval letters are all signed! =D I'm going to go to Beekay on Monday! Hee hee hee
Honestly I'm quite excited lah, because I can't wait to see Puan Ding and all my other teachers again, and I also can't wait to eat the guay beng in the school cafeteria!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
But then the other day I got to know that my class teacher asked Hui Kee if the reason I decided to leave ACS is due to the little misunderstanding I have with the Upper6s.
==
I know right. First of all, of course it is NOT. I mean, I've already cleared things out with them, and I really think if given more time, I would have been able to build a better relationship with the people I previously offended through my blog post.
I've already explained like a MILLION times about the blog post, and only small people will still hold a grudge against me based on that stupid post.
And since I do not associate closely with small people, I don't give a damn what they are going to think of me, as long as they do not do anything bad to me again.
But for the rest of the Upper6s, those whom I have made peace with, and also those who I guess on the surface appear to not hold a grudge against me anymore, everything between us is fine already right?
I thought?
Whatever. I just want to declare that the reasons I am changing back to Beekay include:
1) It's closer to my home
2) The subjects package there is more suitable
3) My sister was a former Form6 student there, and she recommends it
4) I already promised my Dad
5) It is unreasonable to be in an Accounts class but DROP Accounts in STPM ==
And many other reasons lah, but these are the main ones.
And no, the many reasons do NOT include the little slide I have with the Form6! I didn't even THINK about that part when I decided to change back to Beekay ok. ==
At first I thought that everything would be fine in ACS, like, I could take extra tuition outside for another subject to replace Accounts, I could just cast a blind eye on the long distance to school for an exchange for a new environment in a BOY school, and I even convinced myself that if I worked hard enough, I'd do well no matter what school I went to...
Look even IF I did consider leaving ACS because of the Upper6 (which I did not), I wouldn't have done it based on that reason anyway, because I would not want to LEAVE my friends in 6 Bawah Setia just because of some Upper6 seniors...
Nothing against the Upper6 lah, I'm just using that as an example.
So guys and girls please don't don't don't think that the reason I am leaving ACS for Beekay is because of the blog post.
I feel so sia sui that you all think of me like that ok. ==
I'm not the type of 'runaway' from a problem person, I'm those 'confront and solve' the problem type of person. So I will not escape from a problem one. I FACE it.
Please don't misunderstand my decision loh, cos it is so disgraceful to my memory in ACS! ):
Consider this:
1) If I have posted the post AFTER I leave ACS for Beekay: You guys will say that I am a coward for only daring to post that when I am already away from ACS, and thus safe from attack.
2) If I have posted the post BEFORE I leave ACS for Beekay: You guys will think that the reason I am leaving is because I'm scared and afraid for having offended the Upper6s. == (which is what that is happening now)
3) If I have posted the post but STAYED in ACS anyway (which I also hope can be the case, but cannot lah, I have to go to Beekay ==): You guys will STILL continue to torment me about having written the post.
So, I cannot win in ANY WAY and the best I can do is just to explain myself, and hope sensible people will be able to understand my REAL reason for leaving.
Damn embarrassing loh if I am leaving ACS JUST because of that measly blog post. If I am leaving because of that, I will be so damn sia sui I also dunno where to put my face. ==
So don't misunderstand me and make me sia sui can? ==
Chuz.
I went to PPD today and my approval letters are all signed! =D I'm going to go to Beekay on Monday! Hee hee hee
Honestly I'm quite excited lah, because I can't wait to see Puan Ding and all my other teachers again, and I also can't wait to eat the guay beng in the school cafeteria!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
But then the other day I got to know that my class teacher asked Hui Kee if the reason I decided to leave ACS is due to the little misunderstanding I have with the Upper6s.
==
I know right. First of all, of course it is NOT. I mean, I've already cleared things out with them, and I really think if given more time, I would have been able to build a better relationship with the people I previously offended through my blog post.
I've already explained like a MILLION times about the blog post, and only small people will still hold a grudge against me based on that stupid post.
And since I do not associate closely with small people, I don't give a damn what they are going to think of me, as long as they do not do anything bad to me again.
But for the rest of the Upper6s, those whom I have made peace with, and also those who I guess on the surface appear to not hold a grudge against me anymore, everything between us is fine already right?
I thought?
Whatever. I just want to declare that the reasons I am changing back to Beekay include:
1) It's closer to my home
2) The subjects package there is more suitable
3) My sister was a former Form6 student there, and she recommends it
4) I already promised my Dad
5) It is unreasonable to be in an Accounts class but DROP Accounts in STPM ==
And many other reasons lah, but these are the main ones.
And no, the many reasons do NOT include the little slide I have with the Form6! I didn't even THINK about that part when I decided to change back to Beekay ok. ==
At first I thought that everything would be fine in ACS, like, I could take extra tuition outside for another subject to replace Accounts, I could just cast a blind eye on the long distance to school for an exchange for a new environment in a BOY school, and I even convinced myself that if I worked hard enough, I'd do well no matter what school I went to...
Look even IF I did consider leaving ACS because of the Upper6 (which I did not), I wouldn't have done it based on that reason anyway, because I would not want to LEAVE my friends in 6 Bawah Setia just because of some Upper6 seniors...
Nothing against the Upper6 lah, I'm just using that as an example.
So guys and girls please don't don't don't think that the reason I am leaving ACS for Beekay is because of the blog post.
I feel so sia sui that you all think of me like that ok. ==
I'm not the type of 'runaway' from a problem person, I'm those 'confront and solve' the problem type of person. So I will not escape from a problem one. I FACE it.
Please don't misunderstand my decision loh, cos it is so disgraceful to my memory in ACS! ):
Consider this:
1) If I have posted the post AFTER I leave ACS for Beekay: You guys will say that I am a coward for only daring to post that when I am already away from ACS, and thus safe from attack.
2) If I have posted the post BEFORE I leave ACS for Beekay: You guys will think that the reason I am leaving is because I'm scared and afraid for having offended the Upper6s. == (which is what that is happening now)
3) If I have posted the post but STAYED in ACS anyway (which I also hope can be the case, but cannot lah, I have to go to Beekay ==): You guys will STILL continue to torment me about having written the post.
So, I cannot win in ANY WAY and the best I can do is just to explain myself, and hope sensible people will be able to understand my REAL reason for leaving.
Damn embarrassing loh if I am leaving ACS JUST because of that measly blog post. If I am leaving because of that, I will be so damn sia sui I also dunno where to put my face. ==
So don't misunderstand me and make me sia sui can? ==
Chuz.
Monday, July 26, 2010
I went to school today...
...to get my transfer letter to go to Beekay.
When I was discussing this transfer thing with my dad, I made the decision in a swift. I don't know if he had this special way of convincing me or what, but what he said really made sense.
I should not be hesitant to go back to my old school based on measly reasons (like wanting a new environment, not wanting to deal with extra curricular stuff, friends are all at ACS) because what matters most in the end is what I get from the school.
I didn't imagine that all of my friends would be upset over a classmate moving away to another school, but I guess I underestimated the strong bond we kind of built throughout this 3 months together. :)
Never in my life have I ever been so attached and so warm and so happy with a bunch of classmates. Never in SK 1 Jalan Meru. Never in Beekay.
I'm very surprised to realise that I would find friends such as these in ACS OF ALL SCHOOLS (one which I NEVER thought I'd end up in in the first place) and I'm really happy to be part of 6 Bawah Setia.
When I got to know that alot of my friends would feel damn upset if any classmate left the class, it suddenly hit me that I also love this class so much. This class in which we shared so many jokes, these people with whom I've spent so much valuable times...
I almost cried in the canteen today when I had lunch with my classmates. It felt so surreal that I would be leaving the school soon, and I kind of choked up all my tears. This doesn't happen often ok. I don't usually cry one.
BUT YOU GUYS LAH. Make me cry. T_____T Don't love me so much can or not!!!! (very beh hiao bah but whatever lah I love you guys tooooo! sobs sobs)
I tried and tried to think of other solutions to solve this problem, without having to leave ACS, but there just isn't any other way!
I already promised my dad and sis that I'd go there, and deep down I also know that Beekay is the better choice for me.
But better doesn't mean it won't hurt when I leave ACS can! )=
If I could, I really really don't want to leave ACS. I don't want to leave 6 Bawah Setia. I don't care if the girls toilet is always flooded, I don't care if I cannot even find a full-length mirror in the whole school, I don't care if the Upper6s hate me, I don't care if some teachers look at me menacingly (no doubt because of my measly blog post - WHATEVER ==) but I have to go to Beekay! )=
I went to taekwando class today too, which I guess would be my last. )= We learnt how to defend ourselves when someone tries to catch us while pulling our wrists and as usual I had SO MUCH FUN.
But all this fun ironically made me feel even MORE sad because I'd be leaving this school already and I don't think I will ever have the chance to feel so much fun with my classmates anymore!!! fml
Why do we have to sacrifice at least SOMETHING in order to get another thing? Why can't everything be smooth-sailing and easy and without problems?
Why do we have to be forced to make so many decisions? WHY DO I FEEL SO EMO??!?!? Y____Y
Vendrick might have left a bruise on my wrist today while taekwando-ing.
When I was discussing this transfer thing with my dad, I made the decision in a swift. I don't know if he had this special way of convincing me or what, but what he said really made sense.
I should not be hesitant to go back to my old school based on measly reasons (like wanting a new environment, not wanting to deal with extra curricular stuff, friends are all at ACS) because what matters most in the end is what I get from the school.
I didn't imagine that all of my friends would be upset over a classmate moving away to another school, but I guess I underestimated the strong bond we kind of built throughout this 3 months together. :)
Never in my life have I ever been so attached and so warm and so happy with a bunch of classmates. Never in SK 1 Jalan Meru. Never in Beekay.
I'm very surprised to realise that I would find friends such as these in ACS OF ALL SCHOOLS (one which I NEVER thought I'd end up in in the first place) and I'm really happy to be part of 6 Bawah Setia.
When I got to know that alot of my friends would feel damn upset if any classmate left the class, it suddenly hit me that I also love this class so much. This class in which we shared so many jokes, these people with whom I've spent so much valuable times...
I almost cried in the canteen today when I had lunch with my classmates. It felt so surreal that I would be leaving the school soon, and I kind of choked up all my tears. This doesn't happen often ok. I don't usually cry one.
BUT YOU GUYS LAH. Make me cry. T_____T Don't love me so much can or not!!!! (very beh hiao bah but whatever lah I love you guys tooooo! sobs sobs)
I tried and tried to think of other solutions to solve this problem, without having to leave ACS, but there just isn't any other way!
I already promised my dad and sis that I'd go there, and deep down I also know that Beekay is the better choice for me.
But better doesn't mean it won't hurt when I leave ACS can! )=
If I could, I really really don't want to leave ACS. I don't want to leave 6 Bawah Setia. I don't care if the girls toilet is always flooded, I don't care if I cannot even find a full-length mirror in the whole school, I don't care if the Upper6s hate me, I don't care if some teachers look at me menacingly (no doubt because of my measly blog post - WHATEVER ==) but I have to go to Beekay! )=
I went to taekwando class today too, which I guess would be my last. )= We learnt how to defend ourselves when someone tries to catch us while pulling our wrists and as usual I had SO MUCH FUN.
But all this fun ironically made me feel even MORE sad because I'd be leaving this school already and I don't think I will ever have the chance to feel so much fun with my classmates anymore!!! fml
Why do we have to sacrifice at least SOMETHING in order to get another thing? Why can't everything be smooth-sailing and easy and without problems?
Why do we have to be forced to make so many decisions? WHY DO I FEEL SO EMO??!?!? Y____Y
Vendrick might have left a bruise on my wrist today while taekwando-ing.
But nothing hurts more than the bruise I have in my heart for having to leave the wonderful bunch of people in 6 Bawah Setia 2010.
:(
I love you guys.
Sunday, July 25, 2010
Wa wa wheeeeeee~!
First thing's first. I can't believe people are still giving me shit about the blog post. ==
That happened like AGES ago (ok fine few days only but it feels like ages ago because I don't even think about it anymore == ).. Come on lah people... Let it go lah... ==
Didn't I already say? I'M SORRY I OFFENDED YOU GUYS THROUGH THE MEASLY BLOG POST. I'M SORRY I SAID THE GAME SUCKED. I'M SORRY FOR EVERYTHING...
EXCEPT the part where I bashed the anonymous commentors/bashers. That one I'm not SORRY about.
I don't care who you are, under an anonymous, you are NOBODY to me. So I don't see why I should respect someone whom I have no interest to make peace with, much less someone who posts mean and untrue stuff about me on my blog... zzz.
Don't you guys get it? If you have posted stuff using your real identities, I would have given you the mutual respect that we automatically have for another person. But since you came here bearing nothing but a stupid anonymous nickname, sprouting bitter false accusations at me, I had no choice but to be so rude to you.
Because YOU offended me first, so I don't care if I'm being offensive to you after that. Hmpf!
You should have played the game more properly: By using a real name, (provided you are an Upper6) because then you can say that you're only saying those mean things because I offended you through the blog post. By doing that, I would be considered the one who's wrong FIRST.
But you didn't use that tactic, so it is a common norm that I'm going to defend myself when an anonymous spammer attacks me (RIGHT???!?!?!): So in that twist, you end up being the one at fault FIRST, for posting mean things about me in my blog without ME doing anything to you FIRST. Who asked you to spark my anger?
So DON'T say I'm rude to the Upper6 people. I'm rude ONLY to the anonymous spammers. That's all. You can say that I was rude during the GAME (bla bla bla ok ok), but I already explained my situation, and I already apologised for offending the Upper6 through the blog post.
So I'm not going to explain AGAIN because it is damn exhausting.
***
Everybody thinks that I am having so much fun replying these spammers, that I'm not in any way affected, that I can still go on with my life happily.
I can, but don't you see it isn't easy? You think I am very excited that I offended a bunch of Form6 people? It wasn't my intention to even offend them in the first place, I was only blogging CASUALLY, but since they declared that they were offended, so I apologised.
So what's the deal now? Why are the Upper6 people still holding a grudge against me? So far no one has requested that I remove the post, and if anyone wants me to, I WOULD. But what differences does it make right?
In your mind, I'm already this big fat lying bitch (although I NEVER lied), who disrespects seniors (YAH, I disrespect them. That's why I smile to them when I walk pass them. That's why I tell my friends that they seem like good people to mix with. That's why I made the effort to talk to the president to calm things over. All those show I disrespect seniors, yups), who is childish (yes, I'm so childish. I'm so childish that I walked over to the Form6 president to make peace with her) and has a bad attitude (that is so true. Because I keep defending myself! Why did I defend myself??? That is so wrong!! People who defend themselves CLEARLY have a bad case of attitude problem. Hmm...)
Don't you think everything is very unfair to ME? Alot of the Lower6 people were also not happy with the game, but only I got attacked simply because I OWN A BLOG.
But what more can I do right? Oh yes yes, it is all my fault for having written the blog post in the first place. Have you ever considered that if I'd known that that stupid post would cause such a BIG DRAMA between the Upper6 and Lower6 people, I would NEVER have posted it at all?
Have you guys ever seen things this/my way before? NO! Because all you guys cared about was being MEASLY offended. And then make a big deal outta this.
I cannot stand you all lah.
Sigh. Whatever lah. You guys think however you want lah. I've already made myself clear. If you are still too deluded to get my point, then why do I even bother explaining to you again? Nothing is going to make you change your mind about me.
Fact is, I offended people. I apologised. How about you? Have you apologised to me for offending ME?
So tired.
***
ANYWAY!!!! Did you guys hear about the news that I got accepted into a local Uni called UTeM? =DDDDDDDDDD
For Diploma in ICT!!!!
I know right!!!! SO EXCITED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!.....until Cherrie told me that Diploma is not better than Form6. ==
I actually seriously thought that I was going to go to Melaka to UTeM to do Diploma in ICT already one loh! I was already imagining how fun it would be to stay in that Uni because everything there is so new and polished!! (I checked!)
But then after very long talks with Daddy, April and Cherrie, I've finally decided that ICT is not my pathway anyway. I guess I'm not interested enough in it to pursue it and make it my lifetime career (because it's a very specific field) and besides, they only offer Diploma, and only that takes 3 years already.
Twice the time it would take for me to finish my Form6.
So.... Form6 is the better path for me!!! =DDD
So 6BawahSetia people, don't be sad lah, I'm not going to Melaka d. Ehehehehe. (Further proof to people who don't know me that I'm not actually that BAD in person, because I still have friends who'd be upset if I left the class! Seriously, get to know me before judging me. Plus, if you want to say that I also judged the Upper6 people without getting to know them first then: Pfft. == I didn't judge them AT ALL. READ THE POST CAREFULLY. And the apology part was a MISUNDERSTANDING. So can you guys pleaseeee get off my back now?)
But then hor, 6BSetia friends, I got another news to tell you all. Even though I'm not going to Melaka, but I'm still going to have to leave 6BSetia because................
I'M GOING BACK TO BEEKAY!!!!!
I know right. == Wasted so much time in Accounts class in ACS d now only decide to change back to Beekay.
But what my dad says is true lah: "You don't want to go to Sejarah class, but you go to Accounts class to drop Accounts. == Might as well you go to Beekay to take their business class right??? No Sejarah, and no accounts. EASY PEASY."
I considered this already one, before I entered ACS. But then I thought, never mind because I could just take up another subject from outside and take the examination. Because I SERIOUSLY didn't want to go back to Beekay. I DREADDDDDDDDD all the co-curricular stuff that I would have to do if I were there...
But then.
Since by the time I go in to Beekay, which is like, TOMORROW, alot of the committees will have already been formed and preparation for Canteen Day would have all been done already so I DON'T HAVE TO WORRY ABOUT EXTRA ACTIVITIES ANYMORE!!! Muahahahahahahahaha
So that's that lah. I'm leaving ACS and going to Beekay! ><
(I know the Upper6 very happy now because they don't have to see my stupid face in ACS again HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAH but never mind lah, I seriously have no more energy to make peace with every single one of you lah. Just know that I have done my best to fix things can already. You all still want to hate me, BEFORE even knowing me, then your problem lah. It just shows how close-minded and judgmental and unforgiving you are. But I won't blame you lah, that's who you are, just like how YOU shouldn't blame me, for being who I am)
(I still don't think I did anything wrong by writing the post, it just ended up offending you guys. Which I already apologised, and that already cleared up my name. If you think about it, there is nothing that you can convict me for anymore, except the part about being rude to anonymous spammers. Unless if you ARE the anonymous spammer lah, so then I'm NOT APOLOGISING TO YOU. Because you offended me FIRST, so I wrote those stuff to defend myself and they turned out to offend YOU. Which makes the battle equal. So in short: you can't convict me for anything without pulling yourself into fault as well.. So... I guess anymore posts from you just shows how WEIRD you are for fighting a losing battle lah ==)
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PHOTOS OF ME!!!
I've already done my part apologising to the Upper6 people, and I won't apologise to the anonymous spammers. If you still don't want to get over this, then it's your choice to waste your life hating someone innocent. (Innocent because I already cleared my mistake by apologising, dumbass)
I'm not saying I feel remorseful because I wrote the post out of anger and I actually don't mean the things I said. I'm feeling remorseful ONLY because it caused this big drama. I still stand by my opinions EXCEPT THE PRESIDENT'S APOLOGY PART, and I'm sorry my opinions offended the Upper6. Just request, and I'll remove the post if it's still sooo offensive. zzz
And I feel so upset when the teacher clearly directed her lecture at me, when she spoke in front of the big crowd. She said that if I had problems with the Form6 staying back thing, I should complain to the Ministry Of Education, and not write about it in my blog without doing anything about it. ==
First of all, I wrote that because I was RANTING. WHO TAKES RANTS SERIOUSLY I ASK YOU??!??!? Plus do you think I'm the ONLY one who complains in her own blog? SO MANY OTHER people also complain what. Just don't take it so seriously. I was just RANTING.
Lastly, to all those who STILL feel offended, I'm SORRY. SINCERELY SORRY. Offending you was never my intention. And I sincerely think I am NOT a BAD person, so don't simply HATE me just because you think I LOOK like someone very hateable ok. It's unfair to my mum.
I don't hate anyone on impulse, unless she does something BAD personally to me. You all can say all you want about how you still think I'm an evil bitch and you want to hate me anyway, so... Whatever lah.
If I'm such a bad person, I wouldn't have survived thus far in life ok. My school records are all very clean btw, I have good relationships with teachers and students: so please don't judge me anyhow you like. I'm still human and I don't deserve your spiteful presumptions and bitter judgment.
Chuz.
That happened like AGES ago (ok fine few days only but it feels like ages ago because I don't even think about it anymore == ).. Come on lah people... Let it go lah... ==
Didn't I already say? I'M SORRY I OFFENDED YOU GUYS THROUGH THE MEASLY BLOG POST. I'M SORRY I SAID THE GAME SUCKED. I'M SORRY FOR EVERYTHING...
EXCEPT the part where I bashed the anonymous commentors/bashers. That one I'm not SORRY about.
I don't care who you are, under an anonymous, you are NOBODY to me. So I don't see why I should respect someone whom I have no interest to make peace with, much less someone who posts mean and untrue stuff about me on my blog... zzz.
Don't you guys get it? If you have posted stuff using your real identities, I would have given you the mutual respect that we automatically have for another person. But since you came here bearing nothing but a stupid anonymous nickname, sprouting bitter false accusations at me, I had no choice but to be so rude to you.
Because YOU offended me first, so I don't care if I'm being offensive to you after that. Hmpf!
You should have played the game more properly: By using a real name, (provided you are an Upper6) because then you can say that you're only saying those mean things because I offended you through the blog post. By doing that, I would be considered the one who's wrong FIRST.
But you didn't use that tactic, so it is a common norm that I'm going to defend myself when an anonymous spammer attacks me (RIGHT???!?!?!): So in that twist, you end up being the one at fault FIRST, for posting mean things about me in my blog without ME doing anything to you FIRST. Who asked you to spark my anger?
So DON'T say I'm rude to the Upper6 people. I'm rude ONLY to the anonymous spammers. That's all. You can say that I was rude during the GAME (bla bla bla ok ok), but I already explained my situation, and I already apologised for offending the Upper6 through the blog post.
So I'm not going to explain AGAIN because it is damn exhausting.
***
Everybody thinks that I am having so much fun replying these spammers, that I'm not in any way affected, that I can still go on with my life happily.
I can, but don't you see it isn't easy? You think I am very excited that I offended a bunch of Form6 people? It wasn't my intention to even offend them in the first place, I was only blogging CASUALLY, but since they declared that they were offended, so I apologised.
So what's the deal now? Why are the Upper6 people still holding a grudge against me? So far no one has requested that I remove the post, and if anyone wants me to, I WOULD. But what differences does it make right?
In your mind, I'm already this big fat lying bitch (although I NEVER lied), who disrespects seniors (YAH, I disrespect them. That's why I smile to them when I walk pass them. That's why I tell my friends that they seem like good people to mix with. That's why I made the effort to talk to the president to calm things over. All those show I disrespect seniors, yups), who is childish (yes, I'm so childish. I'm so childish that I walked over to the Form6 president to make peace with her) and has a bad attitude (that is so true. Because I keep defending myself! Why did I defend myself??? That is so wrong!! People who defend themselves CLEARLY have a bad case of attitude problem. Hmm...)
Don't you think everything is very unfair to ME? Alot of the Lower6 people were also not happy with the game, but only I got attacked simply because I OWN A BLOG.
But what more can I do right? Oh yes yes, it is all my fault for having written the blog post in the first place. Have you ever considered that if I'd known that that stupid post would cause such a BIG DRAMA between the Upper6 and Lower6 people, I would NEVER have posted it at all?
Have you guys ever seen things this/my way before? NO! Because all you guys cared about was being MEASLY offended. And then make a big deal outta this.
I cannot stand you all lah.
Sigh. Whatever lah. You guys think however you want lah. I've already made myself clear. If you are still too deluded to get my point, then why do I even bother explaining to you again? Nothing is going to make you change your mind about me.
Fact is, I offended people. I apologised. How about you? Have you apologised to me for offending ME?
So tired.
***
ANYWAY!!!! Did you guys hear about the news that I got accepted into a local Uni called UTeM? =DDDDDDDDDD
For Diploma in ICT!!!!
I know right!!!! SO EXCITED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!.....until Cherrie told me that Diploma is not better than Form6. ==
I actually seriously thought that I was going to go to Melaka to UTeM to do Diploma in ICT already one loh! I was already imagining how fun it would be to stay in that Uni because everything there is so new and polished!! (I checked!)
But then after very long talks with Daddy, April and Cherrie, I've finally decided that ICT is not my pathway anyway. I guess I'm not interested enough in it to pursue it and make it my lifetime career (because it's a very specific field) and besides, they only offer Diploma, and only that takes 3 years already.
Twice the time it would take for me to finish my Form6.
So.... Form6 is the better path for me!!! =DDD
So 6BawahSetia people, don't be sad lah, I'm not going to Melaka d. Ehehehehe. (Further proof to people who don't know me that I'm not actually that BAD in person, because I still have friends who'd be upset if I left the class! Seriously, get to know me before judging me. Plus, if you want to say that I also judged the Upper6 people without getting to know them first then: Pfft. == I didn't judge them AT ALL. READ THE POST CAREFULLY. And the apology part was a MISUNDERSTANDING. So can you guys pleaseeee get off my back now?)
But then hor, 6BSetia friends, I got another news to tell you all. Even though I'm not going to Melaka, but I'm still going to have to leave 6BSetia because................
I'M GOING BACK TO BEEKAY!!!!!
I know right. == Wasted so much time in Accounts class in ACS d now only decide to change back to Beekay.
But what my dad says is true lah: "You don't want to go to Sejarah class, but you go to Accounts class to drop Accounts. == Might as well you go to Beekay to take their business class right??? No Sejarah, and no accounts. EASY PEASY."
I considered this already one, before I entered ACS. But then I thought, never mind because I could just take up another subject from outside and take the examination. Because I SERIOUSLY didn't want to go back to Beekay. I DREADDDDDDDDD all the co-curricular stuff that I would have to do if I were there...
But then.
Since by the time I go in to Beekay, which is like, TOMORROW, alot of the committees will have already been formed and preparation for Canteen Day would have all been done already so I DON'T HAVE TO WORRY ABOUT EXTRA ACTIVITIES ANYMORE!!! Muahahahahahahahaha
So that's that lah. I'm leaving ACS and going to Beekay! ><
(I know the Upper6 very happy now because they don't have to see my stupid face in ACS again HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAH but never mind lah, I seriously have no more energy to make peace with every single one of you lah. Just know that I have done my best to fix things can already. You all still want to hate me, BEFORE even knowing me, then your problem lah. It just shows how close-minded and judgmental and unforgiving you are. But I won't blame you lah, that's who you are, just like how YOU shouldn't blame me, for being who I am)
(I still don't think I did anything wrong by writing the post, it just ended up offending you guys. Which I already apologised, and that already cleared up my name. If you think about it, there is nothing that you can convict me for anymore, except the part about being rude to anonymous spammers. Unless if you ARE the anonymous spammer lah, so then I'm NOT APOLOGISING TO YOU. Because you offended me FIRST, so I wrote those stuff to defend myself and they turned out to offend YOU. Which makes the battle equal. So in short: you can't convict me for anything without pulling yourself into fault as well.. So... I guess anymore posts from you just shows how WEIRD you are for fighting a losing battle lah ==)
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PHOTOS OF ME!!!
I've already done my part apologising to the Upper6 people, and I won't apologise to the anonymous spammers. If you still don't want to get over this, then it's your choice to waste your life hating someone innocent. (Innocent because I already cleared my mistake by apologising, dumbass)
I'm not saying I feel remorseful because I wrote the post out of anger and I actually don't mean the things I said. I'm feeling remorseful ONLY because it caused this big drama. I still stand by my opinions EXCEPT THE PRESIDENT'S APOLOGY PART, and I'm sorry my opinions offended the Upper6. Just request, and I'll remove the post if it's still sooo offensive. zzz
And I feel so upset when the teacher clearly directed her lecture at me, when she spoke in front of the big crowd. She said that if I had problems with the Form6 staying back thing, I should complain to the Ministry Of Education, and not write about it in my blog without doing anything about it. ==
First of all, I wrote that because I was RANTING. WHO TAKES RANTS SERIOUSLY I ASK YOU??!??!? Plus do you think I'm the ONLY one who complains in her own blog? SO MANY OTHER people also complain what. Just don't take it so seriously. I was just RANTING.
Plus, I said I don't like to stay back, which is the truth, doesn't mean I'm SOOOO against it that I'm going to start a protest to have it permanently cancelled right??? ==
I WAS JUST RANTING. Don't take my rants so seriously lah aiyohhh.... ==
Oops! Caption too long d!!! Next photo next photo!!!
Lastly, to all those who STILL feel offended, I'm SORRY. SINCERELY SORRY. Offending you was never my intention. And I sincerely think I am NOT a BAD person, so don't simply HATE me just because you think I LOOK like someone very hateable ok. It's unfair to my mum.
I don't hate anyone on impulse, unless she does something BAD personally to me. You all can say all you want about how you still think I'm an evil bitch and you want to hate me anyway, so... Whatever lah.
If I'm such a bad person, I wouldn't have survived thus far in life ok. My school records are all very clean btw, I have good relationships with teachers and students: so please don't judge me anyhow you like. I'm still human and I don't deserve your spiteful presumptions and bitter judgment.
Chuz.
Thursday, July 22, 2010
You know hor...
I am a very spoilt girl.
Spoilt as in, if I can afford something, I will always whine about it so that I will eventually get it.
I mean, this sounds very irritating and bratty of me, but really what! If you want something, you FIGHT for it.
Unless of course it is something that you are NOT supposed to have lah, like: Other people's boyfriend, money from bribes etc etc
Ok lah when I said whine, I don't really mean whine like those annoying chao babies and young little girls.
Throughout my life, when I want something: I find all logical reasons to prove that I am worthy of getting that particular thing that I want, and I will continue to fight and fight until I finally get my hands on it.
For example, let's list down the few things I absolutely care about in my life, which I got purely from fighting through with all the reasons and explanations on why I should be allowed to get them:
1) My awesome W580i
*Ok lah, NOW it seems like it is a damn cheapo phone but during the time that I got it (like, 2 and a half years ago), it was something that was deemed quite glamorous and so I treasured it damn much.
Of cos mah, if that thing not glamorous I want/treasure it for what?
I got it because I scored good results for my PMR and my old phone was battered to the core already, so I sincerely thought that I deserved the phone.
Even though my family is not rich, but since my mummy was willing to get it for me, so I thought, why not? Some more what we look for in life is happiness what. If I cannot even be happy by getting a simple reward for my exam results, then what is the use of living in this world anymore?!?
- Digressing, let me talk about something that continues to irk me even though I always try not to think about it.
We always hear people say that in this life, we should always help other people. We should always do charity, we should always allow the other person to get what we initially wanted, if that makes him happy bla bla bla...
But then one day I thought, WHY? Why should we do that? I mean, it is a different case if you sincerely feel inclined to put others before yourself, but the question right now is: If someone is not willing to do that, then why will he be deemed as the lower race of the society?
I personally think, in helping others, it all depends on individual choices. If you want to help, you can, not should.
If you think I'm being selfish, look at this situation: Giving up seats to the older/pregnant people vs Not giving up seats to older/pregnant people.
Why is the latter considered an act of total immorality? I mean, personally, I would give up my seat also lah, and I will also hate people who do not give up their seats for them, but if you severely think about it: those who do not give up their seats are actually not doing anything wrong!
It's only based on YOUR choice, whether or not you want to help someone. It is a moral obligation, not a lawful one. So I guess that doesn't make the person WRONG, but you know, hated by the society or something...
But think again, when was the last time you actually donated to a dying cancer patient, or even responded to a newspaper article which urged you to donate to this innocent victim of whatever shit?
NEVER right? If got also, very rarely right?
So doesn't that make you the same as those who do not give up their seats? I'm sure you can still afford to live after donating that RM100 or something, so why aren't you doing it?
Because of the hassle of having to transfer cash/writing cheques and everything? So doesn't that also make you quite immoral?
Aya I dunno lah, but I think that in this society, the most vicious conviction is not by laws or judges, but by society itself. We are usually MOST afraid to do something NOT because we'd be slapped with a lawsuit, but because we'd be sneered/rejected by the society.
So the best way is: just help when you want to, not because you think it's a damn obligation and also stop trying to teach people to HELP if they do not want to. I mean, I know in this society we are supposed to help each other.
But disagreeing to help another person is also not a crime, and as long as you are not causing trouble/jeopardising another person's life, then it should be fine.
- End of digression.
2) My Lumix
*I already have a camera before I bought my Lumix, but that camera kept causing problems. Like, I can have the battery charged the WHOLE NIGHT, and when I turn it on the next day, snap two photos, it'd be completely conked out. ==
Also, during that time, I was very actively pursuing my Queen's Guide badge, so camera was an essential tool in my life! No photos = No log books = No QG badge.
So I pestered my dad to get me a camera, a good one, but I also got chastised by people around me. They told me it was not appropriate for me to get a new camera because my family is not that well off and I should just put up with the shitty one bla bla bla... But, but, I really needed the camera!
SERIOUSLY NEEDED IT. Not, wanted it. And when I got it, it did a FAT LOT GOOD for me!
So it did not go to waste and is now a friendly household item for everyone to use. See. What a good investment.
3) My LAPTOP
*Which is the most important thing in my life right now! Okay lah, not really lah, but you know what I mean.
I'd been wanting a latop for SUCH A LONG TIME already, and I'd been promised that I'd be getting one if my results for SPM were good enough and so when I got my results slip, I WAS DARN EXCITED TO GET MY OWN LAPPIE!!!
My family is not rich, so it is not really practical for me to get a laptop, because it is not a necessity (IT IS IT IS!!!). But then getting it doesn't render my family into starvation or anything like that, so why can't I????
We look for happiness in this life right? Whether temporary or long-lasting, it doesn't matter. If I can afford to be happy through materialistic purchases, I don't see why I'm not allowed to do so...
I told my dad that I've learnt alot of things through PCs and that it was a good investment but he says that unless I'm EARNING money from it, he doesn't see the good side of me getting my laptop. ==
Dad you just wait and see, ONE DAY, I will earn my money and show you that this laptop is worth every cent I paid for it!!!
So..... what I'm trying to say is, when I want something, I will fight for it.
And I've been wanting something for a really long time now to no avail... And I still keep fighting for it but I guess the rationale to NOT getting one is over-empowering so I should really just drop my hope. )=
What I've always wanted is...............
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A PET CAT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I know right they are so cute!! I mean, just imagine, you coming home after a long day of work, and then when you walk through the door, this fluffly thing comes to your legs and starts purring at your feet to get your attention......
AWWWWWWWWWWW
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The kitty I want is this one. Grey fur with blue eyes. :3
Ok lah I don't actually mind too much about the looks, but if given a choice, I'd choose the grey fluff ball with sparkly blue eyes lah! ><
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I am not allowed to have one yet because I'm at the point of transition in my life.
Taking up a responsibility to take care of a LIFE is not something you can just pick up and let go anyhow you like.
Keeping a pet is a lifetime responsibility and if you do not have the skills/capacity/time for it, then it is suggested that you do not keep one at all.
For now, I'm having my Pre-U for a year and a half, and after this, I will (hopefully) have to go to a university to pursue my education. Which might require me to stay in their hostels, where pets are not allowed!!!
So if I get my cat now, what am I going to do about it after I move into the hostel???
Right? It is so saddening that I have to consider all these, but that is the fact. I have to keep in mind that keeping a kitty (so furry! So cute! So manja! Eeeeeeeeeeeeeeee) is not like keeping a camera or a phone or a lappie.
Great deals of responsibilities come along with it, and so, since now I am not in position to handle them, I should just drop my idea of having a cat until I am finally at a stable stage of my life.
Sighhhh.....
So I guess I'll only be able to get my own pet cat when I am finally working 5 hours a day and living alone in my dingy apartment with no lover loh... Because then only I need a cat to accompany me mah HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
Okay chuz.
ps: I choose cats over dogs because they do not make annoying sounds like BARKING which I cannot stand, and also they do not grow to disproportionate sizes. I want my pet to live indoor and sleep in my bed, which I can't do if my pet happens to be this BIG bulldog right???
pps: I WANT GREY FUR FLUFF WITH SPARKLY BLUE EYES Y____Y
Spoilt as in, if I can afford something, I will always whine about it so that I will eventually get it.
I mean, this sounds very irritating and bratty of me, but really what! If you want something, you FIGHT for it.
Unless of course it is something that you are NOT supposed to have lah, like: Other people's boyfriend, money from bribes etc etc
Ok lah when I said whine, I don't really mean whine like those annoying chao babies and young little girls.
Throughout my life, when I want something: I find all logical reasons to prove that I am worthy of getting that particular thing that I want, and I will continue to fight and fight until I finally get my hands on it.
For example, let's list down the few things I absolutely care about in my life, which I got purely from fighting through with all the reasons and explanations on why I should be allowed to get them:
1) My awesome W580i
*Ok lah, NOW it seems like it is a damn cheapo phone but during the time that I got it (like, 2 and a half years ago), it was something that was deemed quite glamorous and so I treasured it damn much.
Of cos mah, if that thing not glamorous I want/treasure it for what?
I got it because I scored good results for my PMR and my old phone was battered to the core already, so I sincerely thought that I deserved the phone.
Even though my family is not rich, but since my mummy was willing to get it for me, so I thought, why not? Some more what we look for in life is happiness what. If I cannot even be happy by getting a simple reward for my exam results, then what is the use of living in this world anymore?!?
- Digressing, let me talk about something that continues to irk me even though I always try not to think about it.
We always hear people say that in this life, we should always help other people. We should always do charity, we should always allow the other person to get what we initially wanted, if that makes him happy bla bla bla...
But then one day I thought, WHY? Why should we do that? I mean, it is a different case if you sincerely feel inclined to put others before yourself, but the question right now is: If someone is not willing to do that, then why will he be deemed as the lower race of the society?
I personally think, in helping others, it all depends on individual choices. If you want to help, you can, not should.
If you think I'm being selfish, look at this situation: Giving up seats to the older/pregnant people vs Not giving up seats to older/pregnant people.
Why is the latter considered an act of total immorality? I mean, personally, I would give up my seat also lah, and I will also hate people who do not give up their seats for them, but if you severely think about it: those who do not give up their seats are actually not doing anything wrong!
It's only based on YOUR choice, whether or not you want to help someone. It is a moral obligation, not a lawful one. So I guess that doesn't make the person WRONG, but you know, hated by the society or something...
But think again, when was the last time you actually donated to a dying cancer patient, or even responded to a newspaper article which urged you to donate to this innocent victim of whatever shit?
NEVER right? If got also, very rarely right?
So doesn't that make you the same as those who do not give up their seats? I'm sure you can still afford to live after donating that RM100 or something, so why aren't you doing it?
Because of the hassle of having to transfer cash/writing cheques and everything? So doesn't that also make you quite immoral?
Aya I dunno lah, but I think that in this society, the most vicious conviction is not by laws or judges, but by society itself. We are usually MOST afraid to do something NOT because we'd be slapped with a lawsuit, but because we'd be sneered/rejected by the society.
So the best way is: just help when you want to, not because you think it's a damn obligation and also stop trying to teach people to HELP if they do not want to. I mean, I know in this society we are supposed to help each other.
But disagreeing to help another person is also not a crime, and as long as you are not causing trouble/jeopardising another person's life, then it should be fine.
- End of digression.
2) My Lumix
*I already have a camera before I bought my Lumix, but that camera kept causing problems. Like, I can have the battery charged the WHOLE NIGHT, and when I turn it on the next day, snap two photos, it'd be completely conked out. ==
Also, during that time, I was very actively pursuing my Queen's Guide badge, so camera was an essential tool in my life! No photos = No log books = No QG badge.
So I pestered my dad to get me a camera, a good one, but I also got chastised by people around me. They told me it was not appropriate for me to get a new camera because my family is not that well off and I should just put up with the shitty one bla bla bla... But, but, I really needed the camera!
SERIOUSLY NEEDED IT. Not, wanted it. And when I got it, it did a FAT LOT GOOD for me!
So it did not go to waste and is now a friendly household item for everyone to use. See. What a good investment.
3) My LAPTOP
*Which is the most important thing in my life right now! Okay lah, not really lah, but you know what I mean.
I'd been wanting a latop for SUCH A LONG TIME already, and I'd been promised that I'd be getting one if my results for SPM were good enough and so when I got my results slip, I WAS DARN EXCITED TO GET MY OWN LAPPIE!!!
My family is not rich, so it is not really practical for me to get a laptop, because it is not a necessity (IT IS IT IS!!!). But then getting it doesn't render my family into starvation or anything like that, so why can't I????
We look for happiness in this life right? Whether temporary or long-lasting, it doesn't matter. If I can afford to be happy through materialistic purchases, I don't see why I'm not allowed to do so...
I told my dad that I've learnt alot of things through PCs and that it was a good investment but he says that unless I'm EARNING money from it, he doesn't see the good side of me getting my laptop. ==
Dad you just wait and see, ONE DAY, I will earn my money and show you that this laptop is worth every cent I paid for it!!!
So..... what I'm trying to say is, when I want something, I will fight for it.
And I've been wanting something for a really long time now to no avail... And I still keep fighting for it but I guess the rationale to NOT getting one is over-empowering so I should really just drop my hope. )=
What I've always wanted is...............
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
-picture credit owner-
A PET CAT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I know right they are so cute!! I mean, just imagine, you coming home after a long day of work, and then when you walk through the door, this fluffly thing comes to your legs and starts purring at your feet to get your attention......
AWWWWWWWWWWW
-picture credit owner-
The kitty I want is this one. Grey fur with blue eyes. :3
Ok lah I don't actually mind too much about the looks, but if given a choice, I'd choose the grey fluff ball with sparkly blue eyes lah! ><
-picture credit owner-
I am not allowed to have one yet because I'm at the point of transition in my life.
Taking up a responsibility to take care of a LIFE is not something you can just pick up and let go anyhow you like.
Keeping a pet is a lifetime responsibility and if you do not have the skills/capacity/time for it, then it is suggested that you do not keep one at all.
For now, I'm having my Pre-U for a year and a half, and after this, I will (hopefully) have to go to a university to pursue my education. Which might require me to stay in their hostels, where pets are not allowed!!!
So if I get my cat now, what am I going to do about it after I move into the hostel???
Right? It is so saddening that I have to consider all these, but that is the fact. I have to keep in mind that keeping a kitty (so furry! So cute! So manja! Eeeeeeeeeeeeeeee) is not like keeping a camera or a phone or a lappie.
Great deals of responsibilities come along with it, and so, since now I am not in position to handle them, I should just drop my idea of having a cat until I am finally at a stable stage of my life.
Sighhhh.....
So I guess I'll only be able to get my own pet cat when I am finally working 5 hours a day and living alone in my dingy apartment with no lover loh... Because then only I need a cat to accompany me mah HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
Okay chuz.
ps: I choose cats over dogs because they do not make annoying sounds like BARKING which I cannot stand, and also they do not grow to disproportionate sizes. I want my pet to live indoor and sleep in my bed, which I can't do if my pet happens to be this BIG bulldog right???
pps: I WANT GREY FUR FLUFF WITH SPARKLY BLUE EYES Y____Y
So fucking hate this type of people.
Have you guys ever felt used by another person before?
A person that you actually love no less?
I seriously hate people like this.
You take advantage of his affection for you, and make him do things you are either too busy to do, or too stupid to do.
And that person, thinking that since you love him, then he is obligated to do whatever you might want him to do, regardless of whether it is practical or not, or if he actually enjoys doing such thing.
Maybe you can say that since he loves you, then doing anything for you is a joy to him, but doesn't that just make you a selfish idiot?
Arghhhh I don't even know what I'm talking about anymore but I seriously hate people who make use of another person for the benefit of oneself!
And worse, why are these people falling for the tricks by these idiots??!?!?
I hope they all burn in hell and stop tarnishing this world.
What I learnt this year: When you do something for someone you love, it is impossible to say that you do not expect something back.
But it is NOT love, if you EXPECT that person to do something for you without having done ANYTHING for him first.
It may sound like a vicious way of loving, expecting each other for something, but that is the fact.
If you think you can expect SOMETHING from the person you CLAIM to love, just because you both are in a relationship, WITHOUT doing anything for him first, then that just makes you a fucking selfish person.
Do something first before you expect from others. What's more if it's from someone you CLAIM to love, and who actually really loves you back.
Hate these selfish idiots who are in fact too IMMATURE to be in a relationship, but want to have the glamour of being someone's boyfriend/girlfriend.
URGHH. GO DIE LAHHHH.
A person that you actually love no less?
I seriously hate people like this.
You take advantage of his affection for you, and make him do things you are either too busy to do, or too stupid to do.
And that person, thinking that since you love him, then he is obligated to do whatever you might want him to do, regardless of whether it is practical or not, or if he actually enjoys doing such thing.
Maybe you can say that since he loves you, then doing anything for you is a joy to him, but doesn't that just make you a selfish idiot?
Arghhhh I don't even know what I'm talking about anymore but I seriously hate people who make use of another person for the benefit of oneself!
And worse, why are these people falling for the tricks by these idiots??!?!?
I hope they all burn in hell and stop tarnishing this world.
What I learnt this year: When you do something for someone you love, it is impossible to say that you do not expect something back.
But it is NOT love, if you EXPECT that person to do something for you without having done ANYTHING for him first.
It may sound like a vicious way of loving, expecting each other for something, but that is the fact.
If you think you can expect SOMETHING from the person you CLAIM to love, just because you both are in a relationship, WITHOUT doing anything for him first, then that just makes you a fucking selfish person.
Do something first before you expect from others. What's more if it's from someone you CLAIM to love, and who actually really loves you back.
Hate these selfish idiots who are in fact too IMMATURE to be in a relationship, but want to have the glamour of being someone's boyfriend/girlfriend.
URGHH. GO DIE LAHHHH.
Wahh...whole body aching... Y___Y
Thanks to like three matches of badminton yesterday with only 10-15 minutes of break in between, now my arms feel like they are going to fall off with the slightest movements.
But I had alot of fun playing badminton though! =D
I think alot of people know that my favourite sport is badminton and my favourite athlete is Lee Chong Wei, so I'm really glad that I am able to, you know, play the sport that my favourite athlete is famous for. =D
What an unnecessary paragraph. Anwayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy
Today I just came to blog because I want to write about coincidences.
You know, those type of really scary and freaky coincidences that make you feel like there's a supernatural force behind it?
For example, just the other day I don't know what prompted me into thinking about this old schoolmate I used to have, named Lutfi in my primary school. (SK 1 Jalan Meru)
I hadn't thought about him for like AGES and I think on that particular day, he suddenly appeared in my mind because I'd been looking at Fauzi's pictures, and that somehow reminded me of a Malay friend I used to think was damn cute in my school last time.
So I was smiling to myself about how we would talk to each other during shared periods (we weren't in the same class) and how I missed those old times where we needn't worry about ANYTHING but to play and play and play.
So I sort of wondered what he was doing right now, and like, you know, wouldn't it be weird? That someone you used to be friends with last time, with whom you have currently lost contact with, suddenly reappears and you guys can continue the friendship last time and be close to each other again?
But then the next day, I was online and checking my Facebook as usual, and guess I got a friend request from whom!
It was Lutfi of course!!!
I mean, isn't it just so scary?
I was just thinking about him, after having not thought about him for like SO LONG, and then all of a sudden I got a friend request from him!!!
Why do these coincidences happen ha? Like so freaky right? It's as if there is this force around us that we know nothing of, that is helping us navigate all these occurrences to happen at almost the same time!
It's so awesome. =D
Abrupt end of blog post. Zzzz
Chuz.
But I had alot of fun playing badminton though! =D
I think alot of people know that my favourite sport is badminton and my favourite athlete is Lee Chong Wei, so I'm really glad that I am able to, you know, play the sport that my favourite athlete is famous for. =D
What an unnecessary paragraph. Anwayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy
Today I just came to blog because I want to write about coincidences.
You know, those type of really scary and freaky coincidences that make you feel like there's a supernatural force behind it?
For example, just the other day I don't know what prompted me into thinking about this old schoolmate I used to have, named Lutfi in my primary school. (SK 1 Jalan Meru)
I hadn't thought about him for like AGES and I think on that particular day, he suddenly appeared in my mind because I'd been looking at Fauzi's pictures, and that somehow reminded me of a Malay friend I used to think was damn cute in my school last time.
So I was smiling to myself about how we would talk to each other during shared periods (we weren't in the same class) and how I missed those old times where we needn't worry about ANYTHING but to play and play and play.
So I sort of wondered what he was doing right now, and like, you know, wouldn't it be weird? That someone you used to be friends with last time, with whom you have currently lost contact with, suddenly reappears and you guys can continue the friendship last time and be close to each other again?
But then the next day, I was online and checking my Facebook as usual, and guess I got a friend request from whom!
It was Lutfi of course!!!
I mean, isn't it just so scary?
I was just thinking about him, after having not thought about him for like SO LONG, and then all of a sudden I got a friend request from him!!!
Why do these coincidences happen ha? Like so freaky right? It's as if there is this force around us that we know nothing of, that is helping us navigate all these occurrences to happen at almost the same time!
It's so awesome. =D
Abrupt end of blog post. Zzzz
Chuz.
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