Whatever.

It's rest day again for me so here I am blogging.

There is nothing much to say except to accentuate that I am feeling damn foul and gloomy.

I don't even have a reason why.

Why is it so DIFFICULT?

Gosh.

Which reminds me:

I have relatives who walk pass my store, Padini Authentics who don't even come up to me and say Hi. I mean, HELLO. What the hell is wrong with you?

So I know maybe your life is like better and more privileged than mine that's why you think that you're all high and mighty while I'm all low and dirty, but please check your eyes and see where all your money came from.

It is just plain rude to PRETEND that you didn't see ME, when in actual fact you DID see me, and you only wanted to save yourself from saying Hi, because oh I don't know, probably because I'm not worth your time to say Hello.

Whatever you know? As much as I am angry with these certain relatives, I have to admit that I am just really hurt. I mean, aren't we relatives? Aren't we supposed to be close????

I have DISTANT relatives who come up and say Hi to me, and ask how I'm doing and how my Mum's doing. DISTANT RELATIVES. Who I don't even see more than twice a year.

But then there go my CLOSE RELATIVES, who see me practically EVERY MONTH, but pretend not to have remembered I work at PA, and so neglect to say HI to me when they walk by.

Probably this just gives me a proper perspective of their true personality.

This is who they are. Who they want to be. Who they have been all along.

And all I've got to say is: I guess it took me long enough to realise, but thank God, I'm not too late.

Adioh.