Tang Jo-Yee. Inside and Out. :)

I am very upset. I realise something really wrong with me.

I don't think I look ugly. I think I look nice. Because I like to dress up. And eventhough I am HUGE for my age, I don't think I look extra mean or whatever. No maybe I do, but I refuse to acknowledge that. I don't want to look mean or ugly. I don't want to intimidate anyone with my looks. I am a nice person. I am also a person who looks nice. At least what I think la.

But the thing is, I realise I look very ugly in school. In school, I pull back my hair in this low pony tail (because high pony tails require very tight and strong rubberbands which can damage my hair), I have my glasses on, my school uniform is freaking hideous, I can't wear no accessories, all that. So you can totally get my point. And oh yea, also the huge white blocks we call school shoes.

I seriously think people who have only met me in school all got the shock of their lives when they saw me outside of school, with my normal clothes and all that. :D

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Because I look very different in my school outfit and my normal outfit. I don't think they believed that both are the same person. Haha.

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Not that I am saying I look very hot in normal clothes, but I do look better in them. Because, I wear my contacts instead of my glasses, I put down my hair (though dry, but you know, still straight and looks nice), normal tee and shorts, sometimes shoe or sandals, an oversized handbag (I love! :D) and I strut around acting like I am God. HAHAHAHA. No I don't.

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So I am really upset that I can't look the way I look in normal clothes in school. And I have to look ugly for all of my schooling years. And sadly, school is where I spend most of my time. So this image of me looking really bad is instilled in all of my friends' and teachers' minds. Which is sad. Very sad.

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Well, just to justify what I say here, here are some pictures of how different I look in school and out of school.

I am the second from the right top. See how weird I look?

Am the one in the sky blue tee. Eeeeeeee.

I look like a huge balloon that's about to explode.

The middle one: Total retard.
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I am not always like that, okay? I do not have a self-esteem problem. I know I look just fine. But sometimes it's sad to see yourself in pictures where you look really weird or ugly, or like the picture above: Total retard.

And THEN, it's really nice to see yourself in pictures where you actually look good! :D

Me with my shades! I miss them! I accidentally broke them. I think. Cos when I wanted to wear them last Saturday, I found out there were cracks. :(

Camwhoring! :D :D :D

Look how soft I look in this picture? I am not the mean, angry and scary girl, okay? I am nice. :D :D :D

Camwhoring in this really nice stripe Balen sweater/sommat I mentioned in the last post! :D

Camwhoring again. Hahahaha. I think this is my favourite outfit in my whole closet. :D

At closer inspection, I look kinda weird in this shot. But whatever. Loooove my straight hair! :D
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I know it's really vain and self-absorbed of me to be posting this, but it's fun! Hahaha. I am not self-centered, but I like to talk about myself! :D :D :D But of course not to the extent that it annoys people la. :D

And also to those people who thinks that I am ugly, don't la. :( I look kinda nice, kan??? :D :D :D
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So girls and boys out there! Don't feel upset and think that you are ugly or you don't look nice. Just tell yourself, you haven't found the right clothes or the right hair that suits you. :) Because that is totally the truth!

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Nobody is born ugly or gorgeous, you just need the right pair of outfit to make yourself look awesome and then you need the right pair of eyes to see your hotness! :D And starting with your own!

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Cos really, nothing is hotter than someone who is confident with how she/he looks. :)

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So, good luck dressing up, people! :D

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Ciao!

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Instead...

I'll post some pictures of when Ash and I went to Sunway Pyramid for shopping cos I totally had more fun! :D :D :D We didn't take alot of pictures, because most of the time we were busy shopping and talking, you know, catching up, cos we haven't been spending alot of time lately. :D So this trip really made up for all the lost times. Haha. Drama. As if we had any "lost times".

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Okay... so, okay, I just checked and I don't have the picture I wanted to post here, because I took the photo from Ash's phone. Guess I forgot to Bluetooth it to mine. Sheeeesh. I was camwhoring in the bus and I actually liked how the light fell on my face in the picture, cos it was, you know, very sunny on that day. Hmmmm... A good sign for our friendship? :D :D :D

So never mind. I'll get it from her later. :)

Okay, first when we arrived we went for Auntie Anne's for pretzels! :D :D :D And if you are a regular shopper of Sunway Pyramid, you will notice that this shop, called Balen which sells clothes, is situated right opposite Auntie Anne's on the second floor. :D So as we sat there eating pretzels, (sour cream & onion for me and chocolate mint and "some other flavour which I forgot" for Ash) I saw this really, really nice striped sweater or sommat at Balen and I just HAD to try it on. Hahahaha.

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So after pretzels and Passion fruit drinks, we went to Balen! :D

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There! This is the striped sweater/sommat I saw! Gorgeous right??? And the price tag?? Even better! RM89.90. Harharhar. That was why I didn't buy it. :( But I loved it though... *And oh yea, thanks Aun Che and Voon Yee che for offering to buy this sweater/sommat for me, I really appreciate it and love both of you to bits. :) :) :) I know I look nice in it (HAHAHAHA, will never miss a chance to compliment myself) but the price of it, I just cannot get myself to buying it. :D :D :D Unless if I was a millionaire. :D :D :D

I bought this at Padini Concept Store - Seed, actually - for 50% from its RM59.00 price. For those who can't do the mental math, it cost RM29.50. :D :D :D I love this. I actually saw this in Aeon BBK a very long time ago, but I didn't buy it because I was broke at that time (as if I will ever not be) and when I saw it again in Sunway Pyramid! I couldn't stand it anymore! I HAD to buy it! :D :D :D

And then we went for lunch at Carl's Junior! :D :D :D I tell you, the burgers they have there are so HUGE I struggled to even take bites. Hahaha. I have the picture as proof. :D :D :D But they are really, awesome, awesome burgers! The juice, the taste, the everything, it's so worth it's price! Haha. And refillable drinks! :D :D :D So yay!

Later, Ash when to buy an LBD, little black dress for those who can't decipher it, haha, cos as Ash said it, "It is an essential." So I got her to try this on and she looked good in it! :D She was afraid her boobs wouldn't fill but the ribbon at the back kind of solved the problem. Hahaha. I tied the ribbon together real tight. Hahahaha. So, she got this dress, and I think it's really nice, really. If I was skinny and sexy, I would get the dress too. Haha. NOT that I'm saying that Ash is skinny and sexy, she's just skinny... HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

Later we decided we had to pee, haha, so we went to the toilet. And because I couldn't stand the tee I was initially wearing OR because I couldn't wait to wear my new Seed blouse, I told Ash we might as well change into our newly bought clothes. Ash wore her skinny jeans which she bought at about RM99.00 (yes, wow) and I, my white blouse! :D And there we are in the picture! Haha. You can't see Ash's jeans from here but it's very nice. It fitted her legs nicely and God knows how hard it is to find something that fits those chicken legs she has. HAHAHAHAHAHAHA. XD XD XD

And the highlight of the whole shopping trip?

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MAJOR EDIT:

*this picture has been removed under forceful demands and gruesome threats from the subject of the case and the author apologises for the inconvenience caused.

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Okay, I am sorry for you late-comers who have not seen the hot picture of Ash in a bikini top and also I would like to congratulate those who have. While I sincerely regret that Ash reacted the way she did over the publishing of her photo, I respect her rights to order me to remove the picture as I would have done the same too, if the same case happened to me. PROVIDED the picture is an ugly one.

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But the pic of Ash was HOT okay????? Dunno why she got so freaked out. Sheeeeesh.

So, all in all, I had a really fun trip, one - I absolutely love shopping and my hands have been itching since the Genting trip last time where I saw the shops, but didn't shop, two - I needed a little bonding time with Ash cos I love her and we haven't been spending alot of time, three - Ash is a nice person to go shopping with, because unlike my other friends, she actually DECIDES where she wants to go and pulls me along, instead of just me leading the way and having "Anything." as a reply when I ask where we should go next, four - Ash doesn't stop talking so I don't have to be the one starting the conversation all the time (it's exhausting, you know), five - I bought gorgeous clothes for reasonable, if not cheap, prices!, six - I had Carl's Junior which I absolute love, seven - well, just a getaway from all the Guide stuff which is what my friends only talk about anymore these days. :D :D :D

I wish to have more of these trips because I really had a lot of fun and I was really doing what I actually ENJOY.

I just wish that all my friends would like shopping as much as I do so that we can have more fun trips. Cos God knows the last one we had in Genting wasn't that much of fun. :) But it's over. And we'll make up for the future, kan? :D :D :D

So, ciao!

PS. I wonder if there's this code under which Ash could sue me for posting that pic of her in a bikini cos if there is, she would SO have set her lawyers upon me! Hahahahahaha. I guess I don't have to go to court anyway.

PSS. I also found out that Rock Chan 's gang had way alot of fun during the Genting trip so.... I guess it's just my luck. :)

Sorry, teacher. :(

Miss Elly wanted to see the pictures we took in Genting. I actually thought I'd post some, but right now, I don't think I have the mood anymore.

So, sorry, I don't think I'll be posting any Genting pics. :)

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I initially thought of implementing some restrictions over the stuff I write here in my blog but then when I read the message on my heading, the one with my Panorama pictures, and I figured. Why? Why should I restrict myself? Spontaneity is one of the most awesome things in the world. I should embrace the fact that I at least have some; spontaneity I mean, and not render it into total, like I said; desisting bullshit.

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I understand that what I say here is sometimes really harsh, and mean. But it's all me. I didn't analyse my words whatsoever when I wrote so I guess the post came out as really raw and hurtful. But then, if I were to overanalyse my writings, and consider what people may feel when they read my post, what is the point in even posting all these in my blog?

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I think some of my posts have hurt my friend, Cherrie when she read it. I admit, I was kinda harsh. But then, I was just expressing what I felt inside. I don't want my blog to be this very hurtful place, and I certainly don't want anyone to take what I said here personally. Because like I said, I may be really angry at someone at that time, but I may not necessarily hate that person.

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I know there are lots of things I said here that people think are way too personal and back-stabbing for me to write, but honestly, I don't regret ever saying the things I said. It may hurt some people, but we have to see things from different perspectives. And most importantly, we must see the truth behind everything that is happening around us.

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What I want to say is, I hope my blog will not post any discomfort to anyone, especially people that I have talked about because I honestly didn't write the things I wrote here to offend anyone. What I write here will not change the way I feel about that particular person (I'm trying really hard to master the art of balancing my emotions) or the way I would act around that particular person.

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Some people may think I am fake, first, I am writing shit about this person, the next I am all smiles and cheers for that someone. But this is just me. I know that I may look fake, but I'm not. Because whenever I talk shit about anyone, I am not trying to entice anyone to hate that person also, but I am merely expressing my disappointment and anger. I don't mean to hurt anyone's feelings or tarnish anyone's reputation.

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And that explains why I am still all smiles and cheers to the people I have bithced about. What I write will not change the way I feel or act around that person, so that's it. I am not fake. People can get angry sometimes and they can definitely reach this point where they can no longer hold their emotions. So I believe in expressing emotions, and when people explode, they are just trying to let everything out and then get back on their feet.

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So you get what I'm trying to say? Just because I bitch about people, doesn't mean I hate them, I was only angry at them, FOR THAT MOMENT, and anything after that is all back to normal. Anger released, emotions let out, and then we are all happy people again.

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So, the conclusion is, I hope nobody takes offence to whatever shit I may write here in my blog, because like I said, I don't mean to hurt anyone, I am merely expressing my emotions. And I'm not about to put a restriction to what I write, because I believe in spontaneity.

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So don't expect or assume that what I would write here to be necessarily what you may like to hear. Even if you hate it, don't take it personally.

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After writing, I am over it. I don't hate you. I don't hate anyone. :)

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Ciao.

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I am going to DIE

You know what? I gotta say this. I am so tired.

I don't know how long more will I be able to take this. I might die from it, okay?

WHEN people ask you about your exam, can you PLEASE give appropriate and NICE answers? And NOT answer patronisingly for at least ONCE in your fucking life?????

I am going to die. I am totally going to die if this goes on.

I KNOW you are the one taking STPM. I KNOW you know well about STPM and I don't know no shit. But is that ANY reason for you to give your fucking smirk whenever I talk about the exam??? I am going to die. I seriously am going to die.

Don't you realise that I was being NICE when I asked you how was your General Paper? Why can't you have just said, "Erm, it was okay. I think I did well." You don't even have to smile, I'll spare you that. But WHY did you have to answer like you are so smart and I am so stupid??????

"I even had fifteen minutes left to check! I am so happy!"

And so I thought you were over the only-I-know-about-STPM thing and were trying to have a nice conversation with me.

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Boy was I wrong.
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So I went (when I still thought you were nice), "So you can get full marks? :)" I even SMILED okay???

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WHY couldn't you have answered, "I hope so. I dunno." I would have been happy. But no, you had to give me that stupid glare and stupid smirk again and go:

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"You don't know anything about this exam. You think it's that easy?"

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HELLO??????????? I was asking you a very nice and caring question. If you didn't like to answer, you could have just smiled. Or looked at me. Or blinked at me. Or whatever shit you want to do, but you didn't have to say THOSE WORDS okay???

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I am so tired. Everytime I ask about your stupid STPM, this is the response I get. WHAT IS WRONG WITH YOU? WHAT?????????

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And then what if we don't ask? You will go around complaining how the family doesn't care about your stupid STPM. I seriously don't know what is wrong with you. Will you for the love of God please WAKE UP?????

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Don't you know that you are hurting the people around you? People who actually want to be NICE to you??? What are you thinking?? Are you still not over the mid-year exam thing?????

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Okay, so you got the highest marks for your stupid whatever paper that was during mid-year exams, and then you kept fucking quiet. So when I came home and announced that I got 2nd place in class, you wanted to show off your results too. FINE. It's only natural that you wanted to do that and I even supported you.

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So you told everyone about how you got the highest marks for your whatever shit paper. And then everyone was happy for you! And then when we asked how much marks you got, you said 60%. Okay.

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WHAT????? So Mum said, "What, only 60% and it's highest?" And she was joking for God's sake! And it was true wasn't it? 60% and you got the highest, not a very good crowd of classmates you have. But no, you had to take it seriously and go:

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"Yea, whatever I do doesn't count. Whatever Jo-Yee does, counts."

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HELLO. Do you want to know why? Do you want to know the difference between you and me??? The difference is, I WORKED HARD FOR my exam. And you, you DIDN'T. I am sorry, but it is the FACT that you got highest for your paper out of sheer luck. You didn't work hard for it, it was just the that girls in your class aren't exactly bright students, that was why you managed to get highest.

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You know it's like that. You KNOW you didn't work hard for your marks. So is that something Mum should praise you for? Your luck? Don't you understand??? And then you go around saying how we know nothing about STPM and 60% is considered good already.

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HELLO!!! (once again) What are you talking about? 60% is good enough??? So what? You're just gonna get sixties for your exams all the time?? What is WRONG with you??? Aren't you embarrassed of yourself? Being jealous because we don't praise you for your LUCK???

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If you had gotten 80% but is the lowest in class, we would have praised you. Because at least it proved that you actually WORKED hard for the exam. But 60 marks??? 60????????????????????

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And you want us to praise you?? WHAT IS WRONG WITH YOU????

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And now everytime we say anything about exams especially STPM, you will go with your stupid I-think-I-know-it-all and then go around patronising people. WHAT IS WRONG WITH YOU???

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And you say that Mum doesn't care about your exams and only cares about mine? What is WRONG with you? HOW childish can you get?? HOW?????

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So right now I am going to make a vow. And that is, I am NOT going to ask you anymore regarding your stupid STPM since you're the only one who knows shit about it and I tell you, when you crave for family support one day in your life, huh, don't you DARE come looking for me.

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Period.

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I tried to be nice and you don't want it? Fine. We'll do it the hard way. Since you like it so much.

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Ciao.

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Blogging! :D

If anything, nowadays that I have unlimited access and time to go online, I have somehow become accustomed to blogging at least once a day. Or once everytime I go online. It is weird, this feeling, because I have never thought myself to have soooo many things to say, let alone the capacity to type so much.

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But what I want to say is, I think blogging is fun. Because one, it gives you this opportunity to work your brain, especially when you're out of school and your brain usage is the least, and and then second, you improve your writing, but that is provided you are a Grammar-freak like me, :D who cannot stand broken English when I post, and then, being online to blog, you will indirectly be drawn to these really nice webbies online where you will again improve your language because you will have to read alot. :D So good bargain, ey?

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And, oh, another thing, you also get to know what's going on with the people you barely meet. At least you wouldn't feel so distant with that person even if there is this one thousand miles between you guys. Hahaha. :D :D :D For example me and and my cousin Teng. I know she's more known as Hanz or Manda or Amanda around her circle of friends, but I remember this one time where she said she preferred that her family called her Teng. Because it's more intimate as she said it. :)

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What I wanna say is, Teng lives in KL and I live in Klang. So we barely meet each other, except for during special occasions or whatever. So we never know what's going on with each other's life. But then one day I stumbled upon her blog. And Teng, being the avid blogger she is, blogs almost everyday. :D So it's easy for me to keep in touch with her daily life, and believe that she is still the Teng I have known and played with before. :)

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And also, through her blog, I have made some amazing discoveries or things I never would have known if I never read her blog. And number one, that is, her amazing ability in music! She can sing, write and play songs! It's awesome! I really like one of her songs, entitled Stay With Me, which I now have in my phone and also my CD in the car. :D I hope she doesn't think of me as a stalker. Hahaha. :D :D :D And also, amazing thing number two, I discovered that she writes awesome English, which I really like because it's rare nowadays to find people who actually care about the English language. And also, I know people are going to dub me Noob if I say this but who cares, it's the truth anyway. Hahaha. :D :D Teng actually introduced me to Twilight. Well, indirectly cos God knows how much she loves it. So through reading her blog, I slowly got infected by the Twilight disease and now I really, really, really wanna read the book! :D :D :D

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So you see, there are so many things blogging can bring you. And it's actually fun to learn stuff about people you really wanna keep in touch with. :)

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So, the conclusion. I like to blog. :) WHATEVER anybody would like to say about it. It's fun and I am happy I ever started. :)

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So, ciao! :D

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Of People & Emotions

I've just realised. I really should not write bad stuff or bitch about people in my blog anymore. I mean, it really does affect my mood and change the way I may feel about that person, you know.

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And I don't want that to happen, I mean, these people I bitch about, I actually care about them. Shit, or I wouldn't have bitched about them kan? I would have just ignored that person and not waste so much time and energy trying to express the way I feel about them.

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Cos you see, most times I am bitching about someone, deep inside I'd really like that someone to read what I'm saying here and then realise the way I feel about their actions and stuff. I want them to know how I feel since GOD knows I am in no place to express my emotions openly or whatever.

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Well, not that I'm in no place, I am just not that type of person to go exploding at someone and then get into this ugly fight. I don't usually fight with people. I hate it. Because when two people fight, it is only natural that either of them would want to outtalk the other, and the process, it's tiring, exhausting and what's worse, you don't get anything out of it except ripped pride, magnified hatred and pain.

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So what if you outtalked your opponent? Do you feel better? Do you feel more confident? Do you feel happier? I don't think so. So, I usually try to keep, keep, keep everything, and ONLY talk back when I really, really cannot take it and then no, I don't walk off. I HATE people who walk off during arguments. They don't solve the problem but they want to have the last word. So they pick the cowardly way out, in hope to disguise it as some form of victory. WHATEVER. As if anyone would fall for it.

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So what I'm trying to say here, even though I am feeling really sore about someone, I don't go in front of them and start telling them off. So I blog. I write about how I feel about the people whom I've argued with, and then hope that they would come across this page and read about how I actually feel inside.

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But the thing is, I shouldn't be writing all this.

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Remember in one post where I wrote about how I was angry at Cherrie about the Genting trip? Writing about the way Cherrie acted during the Genting trip really reminded me of how I felt back then, which was very angry and irritated, and somehow those feelings got channelled back to me as I wrote the post. My anger got stronger and my mood was totally affected. And when Cherrie texted me, or chatted with me online, I just couldn't talk to her the way I did before. I didn't know how to face her and in the end I had to sit down, try to regain my composure and keep the Genting thing off my mind. And only THEN try to talk to her.

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And the post about my sister? Worse. That is because I don't live with Cherrie, so the part about the difficulties of facing her was bearable, but I live with my sister, and IMAGINE all the the pain I had to face whenever I see her in the house. I was really angry at her when I wrote the post, but after time, I didn't feel so bad anymore. But then when I saw her, I got reminded of what I wrote and then I was angry with her all over again.

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It's hard, trying to balance your emotions, because I understand that people have emotions, and they vary from the different situations you face everyday. You may think that you hate someone today, but then later you will realise that you are actually angry at that person and you do not actually hate that person. Get what I mean? :)

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I guess that was actually how I felt about both Cherrie and my sister. I love them and I care about them. I was angry at them but don't hate them.

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So this bitching in blog thing, it's really no good. Unless you find a way to balance your emotions and always know not to cross the line between anger and hatred, then you're safe. You need to always know when to draw the line, and I don't only mean emotions, but also every other thing you may want to do in life.

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But I have one thing to say. My friend Xin Yi asked me about the Genting trip and Cherrie's behaviour and all that. She told me that it was unhealthy to always keep my emotions inside and I should have just told Cherrie off and done things my way and not let Cherrie push me around. She told me that if I continued being like this, I wouldn't survive in the cold, harsh real world.

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But I don't believe that. In fact, I think with my perseverance and patience, I will go further in life. :) Because you see, in life, we gotta make sacrifices and see things in different perspectives. Things don't always go the way we want. We have to accept that. Why would I wanna risk my friendship with Cherrie when just tagging along with her plans would keep everything safe? Moreover, I got through it didn't I? :D

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It's true this one thing Xin Yi says though, and that is, she and I have very different opinions about things. She says that she will strive to get whatever she wants and not let anyone push her around. And she said that she has grown out of the phase I'm in now, which is to think that I should volunteer to make the sacrifice if it would make everyone happy. She thinks that people are selfish and therefore, the only thing you should look after is youself, and your own feelings.

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I disagree. I believe in being the sacrifice of a situation if it could really change things for the better. I mean, a little sacrifice goes a long way, kan? So why don't I volunteer to do it? Why should I be selfish? I don't get anything out of selfishness. People might hate me for being selfish so why would I want that?

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Xin Yi thinks that I have not matured. But I think that she is the one who is immature. The world doesn't revolve around you and what you want. So sometimes, give and take. Be ready to give. It's easy to give, and the satisfaction? Best feeling in the world. :) Although you may get hurt sometimes, the outcome is worth it, trust me. :)

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Because even after how I bitched about Cherrie's behaviour in Genting, it doesn't mean that I regretted that I didn't tell Cherrie off for being so insensitive about my tired state way back when we were in Genting. And even if the situation ever repeats itself in the near future, I would have still done it the way I did things in Genting, and that is, to be the sacrifice of the situation.

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I don't regret it and I guess that is just the way I am. :) And also, the way I think everybody should be. That way, the world will turn to become such a better place.

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Ciao! :)

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Okay, I just wanna wish my sister good luck for her STPM. I hope she does well. :)

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Just, don't bother bout the previous post, okay???????

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Sooooo funny! :D :D :D

Okay. This is one of the funniest things I have ever read in my life.

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HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH.

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AH BENG

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Ah Beng is a term commonly given to a member of a group of young Chinese men in Southeast Asia, particularly Singapore and Malaysia. These Chinese men, whose age range from their early teens to late 20s, usually centralise in the busier and more developed cities in the region, but are usually seen as originating from smaller or more rural towns. Ah Bengs typically speak local slang, which is Hokkien or Cantonese mixed with English and Malay, such as Manglish or Singlish. They are often stereotypically portrayed to be anti-intellectual, superficial and materialistic and shallow. These values often lead to a lack of culture or indulgence in criminal activity or being involved in brawling or arguing out of disagreements with other people. Ah Bengs are also sometimes associated with extensively-modified or zhng-ed cars, and are stereotypically seen as being excessively flashy and show-offs. Ah Bengs are often seen decked out in gaudy floral shirts, tight jeans and sneakers, and often carry around plastic combs.
The term 'Ah Beng' is also sometimes used to describe young Chinese men in Southeast Asia who cannot speak fluent English and/or have graduated from the secular Chinese education system of the region.
In Malaysia, the term 'Ah Beng' usually refers to males who have unusual styles and tastes. And the term 'lala-zai' refers to males involved in stereotypical gangster activity or fashion such as the dyeing of hair.

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And guess where I found it? WIKIPEDIA! Hahahaahahaha!! :D :D :D

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They also have a segment on Ah Lians! Hahahahahaha!!

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AH LIAN

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Ah Lian is a pejorative term commonly given to a certain group of young Chinese girls in Southeast Asia, especially Singapore and Malaysia. These Chinese girls, whose collective age ranges from their adolescent years to late 20s, are usually centralised in the busier and more developed cities in the region. They are regarded as bimbos, and are stereotyped as anti-intellectual, superficial, materialistic, and shallow.
Ah Lians are commonly stereotyped as having hair dyed in gaudy and bright colours, and attired in fashion mimicking hip-hop culture, or outdated Japanese fashion, although how much of this is true is debatable. Most of Ah Lians are wearing fashions that are out dated and they still have their hair straightened with thick fringe. They love to take own pictures and imitate the way Japanese girls take their pictures which is by making their eyes look big and puffing their cheeks. Few more examples of the way they take pictures are by putting a horizontal 'Peace sign' on their eye, putting a fist facing outwards on their puffed cheek. Another distinct feature of an Ah Lian is they swear in most of their conversations just like Ah Bengs. Much like their male counterparts - that is, Ah Bengs - Ah Lians are also thought of as being excessively flashy and show-offs.
The Ah Lian "culture" is especially prevalent in the secular Chinese educational system schools, typified by their frequent use of vulgarities and appearance in cliques (joined by their male counter parts Ah Bengs).
Ah Lians commonly speak in a kind of hybrid mix of Singlish or Manglish and Chinese, or Chinese-related dialects. It is also common for the grammar from these dialects to cross over English usage, creating English phrases with Chinese grammar.
Ah Bengs and Ah Lians love techno music. One can immediately spot an Ah Beng's or Ah Lian's car on the road. Their cars are usually heavily modified with big exhaust pipes, and powerful woofer set at the back of the car. They usually drive very fast while listening to loud techno music in their car.

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HAHAHAHAHAHAHAH. I wonder who wrote this article. I wanna make friends with him/her! XD XD XD

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Horizontal "Peace Sign"! That is the funniest thing I have ever heard! :D :D :D

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Lastly, no copyright infringement intended. :D

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Ciao!

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Stupid

God. I have never seen a more irritating person.

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And yes, I am talking about my sister.

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Your stupid STPM starts on the 18th of Novmeber 2008. I know. You act like you are so ready for the exam, but you know what? I don't buy it. You are NOT ready for the exam. Full stop.

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With all the constant going out and texts and calls, you think we can't see that? Do you think just because you sit in front of your books we will believe that you are actually studying and not replying your texts and calls? We are not blind okay? And Tommy? I do not understand him. He knows oh-so-well that you are having exam and are supposed to be studying and then he still calls non-stop, texts non-stop and comes over non-stop??? What is that???????

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You keep going, "Oh, I wish the exam will hurry up and start." You think by saying that I would actually believe to think that you are well-prepared for the exam? Hello. Don't think that you are so smart. Because you are not. You are stupid.

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So, being nice, I didn't try to shoot back at you for lying, I HELPFULLY said that maybe you should do more exercises instead of reading, cos it will definitely help with the memorisation.

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And then how did you reply me?? HOW????

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You fucking glared at me with your fucking I-think-you-are-stupid-but-I'm-pretending-to-not-know-it smirk and then you said, "You don't know anything about this exam. So don't say anything."

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HELLLO!!!!!!!!!! I was only trying to help okay??? And then when I said, "So you mean for STPM you won't need to do any exercises and just reading will suffice?"

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And then you COUDLN'T EVEN ANSWER PROPERLY. You just went babbling totally irrelevant stuff like you are so smart.

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Yea, you are the only one in the whole world who knows what STPM is about. And therefore nobody can give you any advice or talk about STPM but yourself.

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I may not know alot, but there is one thing I know, WHEN SOMEONE IS TRYING TO HELP, BUT YOU DON'T NEED IT, YOU JUST GO, THANKS AND THEN SHUT UP AND NOT GO GLARING AND PATRONISING PEOPLE.

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STUPID.

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And I know even in STPM you will need to do exercises. NOT only reading. Don't think that you are so smart okay? Because you are not!

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You act like you can obtain good results for STPM but you know what? I don't think you will even get an A for STPM.

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I am sorry but I am being honest.

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And then when you get bad results, you will go around saying how difficult STPM is, and then we don't know anything about STPM so we cannot blame her for the bad results, yadda yadda yadda.

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Yea. Whatever. So those who get four flat? Are they like, erm, ALIENS? Just say that you are LAZY, that's why you aren't doing enough studying. Don't blame it on the exam or worse, you brain's state. NOBODY is smarter than the other person, unless scientifically proven otherwise. Like Einstein or something. And then you can use the excuse of those other people being smarter than you are.

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But, no, those four flat people are NORMAL people, like you are. The only difference is LAZINESS. So don't try to deny it.

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Stupid.

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Just because you are stupid, doesn't mean everybody else is.

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Ciao.

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This post should not exist anymore. For it only causes hurt.

Amen.

Genting trip report! :D :D :D

Okay okay okay okay! I need to post about the Genting trip. I NEED to.

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But right now, I got no time. Cos of the stupid Pra-BAKP.

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I promise promise I will write about it on... say Sunday??

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Eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!! I got so many things to say.

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Ciao!

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I Have Alot To Say

Oh, yes. I have alot to say today.

This just got to me just now when I was showering while grovelling on what a stupid sister I have.

Okay. I have never really thought about this, but I think I deserve to hold 100% right over my PC. If I refuse to let anyone use it, then DARN well that person should not be using it.

Because, erm, before we got this PC, no, before I got this PC, who was to one who patronised and chastised me about how I should not demand for such an expensive thing especially then when Mummy and Daddy weren't doing so well financially? And now who's the one complaining that I hog the PC too much that she doesn't use the PC enough?

Yes. Bingo. You got it. My stupid sister.

Hello, who was the one who did all the begging, the asking and all the reasoning to get the PC? Who was the one who went through scolding and lectures from Mummy and Daddy? Who was the one who didn't care and still went on begging and explaining what good it would do if we had a PC?

Erm, how about, me??????

And you just sat around, NOT lifting even ONE finger.

So right now after we got the PC, who is the one using it as if it's soooooooo open to public use and then not saying anymore about expenses and money? God. What a fake. Hello, all this while I have been letting you use the PC as if I shared it with you, and I even let you be in my room the whole day in front of the PC and now you are complaining that I hog the PC? WHAT ABOUT YOU???

I am the one who persuaded Mummy and Daddy to get the PC. I was the one who downloaded Limewire, Nero, Microsoft and whatever shit that is in the PC right now. YOU are the one who's only taking all that for granted. I wouldn't have minded if you had shut your mouth, but no, you have to go around talking and complaining about me. Shut up wouldn't you?

And what about that, huh? What about the camera? I was the one who bugged Daddy to buy it, okay? I needed the camera for school projects and stuff, okay? So I reasoned with Daddy and he got me the camera. If you are so against that, then why are you using the camera now, huh?

I wonder who went around saying that I was a spoilt brat who wanted expensive gadgets? I wonder who went around saying we shouldn't spend so much money on things like this? I wonder who's the one who boycotted when Daddy bought the camera for me???

And right now, when I want to use the camera when I go to Genting, you ask me, you actually DARE to ask me to lend it to you instead? Hello. Are you like immune to embarrassment or something? I can't believe you said that to me, let alone meant it. If I didn't need it, I would have happily lent it to you. But if I need to use it, I have the right to NOT lend it to you. So go around storming and complaining, I do NOT give a damn.

And then okay, when I said that I had this no-food policy in my room, I actually meant it, okay? SO WHAT ARE YOU DOING EATING IN MY ROOM??? I told you sooo many times already, DON'T eat in my room because I don't want weird insects appearing under my bed or having this stupid food aroma lingering in my room. So can you at least RESPECT that?

God. It is MY room, okay? I have the right to decide what goes on in my room. If I don't want you to eat in my room, then DON'T. I don't care if you storm out of my room and slam the door. WHATEVER. I am mature enough to know better than to deal with you. Childish motherfucker.

You see? You see what kind of an idiot my sister really is? And around people she acts like she's this innocent, cute, nice girl. I KNOW. I know, YOU, the person who's reading this also thinks that she is some nice, kind, pretty girl and I'm only here talking like this because I am a teenager who doesn't know what she's talking about.

HAHA. And also, HELLO. I know what I'm talking about okay. If there is one thing my sister is: That is a deceiving asshole.

If you think she is nice, you have been DECEIVED. Don't think you know her well. Try living with her ALL YOUR LIFE. And THEN you judge.

All you people out there who have been worshipping her supposed beauty and niceness, THINK AGAIN. Inside, she is only a beast, not a smart one, but an idiotic one.

And I don't even feel guilty after saying this. So you can totally see my point.

Ciao.