And my Sister actually wanted to belanja today. Lucky didn't tell anyone. She korek her Apple coin box until empty also I don't think she would have enough to pay. Hahahahahahahaha.
I also just came back from The Library.
Essentially, probably I should just say I just came back from clubbing.
Although of course I wasn't in the mood to socialise, since the whole clubbing thing was kind of an impromptu plan.
And besides, they were all Tommy's friends.
I didn't really make the effort to socialise, and thank God, none of them really paid attention to me anyway. Except for one of Tommy's friends, Charlie I think, (Don't remember his name, told you I wasn't in the mood to socialise) kind of held out his hand to introduce himself to me. I took it and smiled "Hi" while he kind of waited.
I just looked at him blank and took back my hand because I knew he was waiting for me to reply with my name. Only I didn't want to have more conversation with anybody there (so I put on the anti-social image right at the beginning), so I didn't even mention my name to him.
HAHAHAHAHA I think he was kind of taken aback, but sorry la, not in the mood.
I can be a very sociable person if I want to. Seriously, I have got lots to ask if you engage in a conversation with me. But when I'm not in the mood, I can look pretty snobby and stuck up la.
But if you ask people who know me enough, of course I am not a stuck up bitch la.
I can talk for hours and hours on the phone with practically anybody, if I'm in the mood.
The thing is, nobody wants to call me.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA sound like the biggest ultimate loser right. (and not even on the weighing scale, damn)
Okay whatever, so my Mum was also at The Library. With some of her colleagues. And I hate it when she smokes (albeit only during socialising) so when I saw her smoking, I immediately got angry.
And then when I left with my Sister (in Tommy's car. My Mum was still there), I didn't even say goodbye to her. I didn't even LOOK at her. I just like, walked away.
And then I kind of wondered what her colleagues must have thought of me.
Disrespectful? Bratty?
Whatever. I don't care. I would not just SMILE at her because I want to portray a good girl image. Because I've told her that I HATE it when she smokes, and since she isn't respecting my wishes (which is a very REASONABLE one, thank you) I don't give a fuck how embarrassed she might have felt in front of her colleagues.
Whatever. Ultimately, this post is to accentuate how Not In The Mood I am.
Geez. I am such a loser.
With a loser's life.
With a loser's social life.
Fuck everyone.
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