Which stupid Sports House Captain forgot to bring her CAMERA to her school's Sports Day, huh??? WHO????????????????????????????????

ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

That's WHO! Can't believe what a total idiot I AM! D: D: D: D: D:

I didn't even snap pictures of my awesome Titiwangsa members during the March! I feel so guilty okay! They did so well in their performance! Although of course the other houses apparently did better, considering we didn't even get to the Top Three. But it's okay. (:

My members were so adorable and passionate, that's all that matters isn't it?

Thanks girls! (:

TITIWANGSA ROCKS! :D :D :D

WIRA MERAH JUARA SEKOLAH! :D :D :D

The Perfect Boyfriend! :D

I have never really sat down and thought of what kind of guy I would want as a boyfriend, meaning, the guy I would spend the rest of my life with la, because all this while all I've always convinced myself that as long as he loves me and I love him back, that's all that matters. Something really important and crucial suddenly dawned on me just now and then all of a sudden I felt like I was missing a big piece of information in this BGR. (Boy-Girl Relationship for those who can't decipher it)

And that is...okay so we all know all that crap about how when you love someone you will love his flaws also, regardless of whether or not he smokes, rapes, sings loudly in public while scratching his armpits (okay I'm exaggerating), because well you love him don't you? So you've got to accept all his flaws whatsoever.

But then in reality, this is one very important detail. It is not about whether or not you are in love with this guy, it is about whether or not you can fall in love with this guy in the first place. Makes sense right? For example, all your life you hate people who smoke, take drugs and drink. And then all of a sudden, you meet this one guy who smokes, do drugs and drinks. So how are you even going to fall in love with him in the first place let alone say you accept his flaws when you do fall in love with him (let's say under inexplicable reasons)?

Okay so you're probably asking, so what if I have fallen in love with this guy first and then I find out that he smokes, do drugs and drinks? So then, there is just one question for you: How are you even able to claim that you've fallen in love with this guy when you don't even know if said guy smokes, do drugs and drinks? My theory: You can never love someone that you don't know. Never. Period.

So we cannot really put the blame on people who dislike someone because of said someone's flaws, taking the excuse that those people are just too narrow-minded to accept the difference in personality and lifestyle of the human race. But then sorry la. That is life man. If you see this robber running around stabbing people and then steals their cellphones do you go make friends with them? What? Different personality and lifestyle what. Accept them la.

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So you see what I mean? But of course when your boyfriend has a flaw that you can tolerate, then it's all well. It's even beautiful that you accept and embrace it, but if it contravenes with your life's principles, just forget about the guy. This is your life you are talking about. Do you want to spend the rest of your life with a guy who's made you alter your life's principles (not to mention unwillingly) simply because he's too selfish to change his profligate lifestyle?

I don't know about you, but to me, NO WAY MAN. In a relationship, compromising is very important. So just now, I actually sat down and thought of the guy that I would see myself dating and wanting to spend the whole of my lifetime with. And surprisingly, I brought out facts about what I want in a guy that I myself have never even known before! :D :D :D

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THE PERFECT BOYFRIEND

(in no particular order)

FAMILY-ORIENTED

I've never thought about this before but then I realise I really want a guy who cares for his family. One who does go out with his parents for shopping or anniversary dinners and all without rolling his eyes in disgust and then proceeds to stuffing his PSP into his pocket and then leaves the house grunting the whole journey. To me, if a guy knows how to treat his family well, and even enjoys their company, then you know he is BOUND to be one guy who will treat YOU right.

DOESN'T SHOUT OR TALK LOUDLY

(unless of course it's something he's really excited about and he's got no control over how loud he may sound, that's excusable)

I really despise people, especially guys who talk VERY LOUDLY or shout when they're trying to make a statement or when they're angry. That, I really cannot tolerate. For example, let's say this guy mentions something about the weather and then his girlfriend couldn't catch what he said and she goes, What? and then he shouts back, THE WEATHER!!! I really cannot tolerate someone who speaks loudly, instead of taking the mature path of explaining things in a diplomatic and peaceful manner.

And what's worse than that? A guy who goes, WHY NOT? when you tell them not to be loud. God, I just hate guys like that. So, long story short: I hate guys who raise their voices at their girlfriends. Period.

HAS MONEY

Sorry but this is the painful truth. I love money. Money makes everyone happy. Don't you deny. And so of course I like guys who have money. Even if the money's from his mum or dad, as long as he saves some and isn't completely broke when he needs to spend money, I'm fine with it. Okay so this doesn't mean I hate poor people la. I just hate people who don't make the effort to generate money or when they do generate money, they don't make it a point to save them. All they do is just spend spend spend spend. Yuck.

BUYS/MAKES/GIVES ME RANDOM THINGS

Yes this is vitally important too. Because nothing is more genuine in love than a partner who wants to make you happy 24/7. I'm serious. This is not about money and I am not a materialistic girl thank you very much (or maybe I am :P). If you couldn't bother to think up something that makes me happy, I am not going to want to date you. Sorry.

TAKES EDUCATION SERIOUSLY

Seriously man, this should be on the TOP of the list. I really really really cannot tolerate people who do not take education seriously. People who always flunk their papers simply because they are too LAZY to study. I hate people like this I am sorry. I want someone who's intelligent and more importantly, who WANTS to be intelligent. A combination of both is of course the best la. :P :P :P Yes I admit that I only want to be smart so that I can showcase my pride and show off to people that I CAN DO IT. What is wrong with that? With my pride and dignity I am definitely going to be privileged with more opportunities and chances and that is the ONLY way people in the world are going to take me seriously. So that is what I am striving for. Besides, aren't I at least better than those who just sit by the corner complaining about life and not doing anything to make a difference? Pathetics.

DOES NOT PARTY

Enough said. Well actually not, cos then you will think that I don't like guys who celebrate their own birthdays. So okay, what I mean by PARTY is, going out till the wee hours of the night, going clubbing or to cybernets, guys who think only of dancing and having fun and that's about all that revolves in their lives. I cannot tolerate people who have no goals in their lives. Serious. I like a guy who goes home at reasonable hours and even if he does stay up late, he's doing it at HOME or at a friend's place and not out and about partying and/or racing cars illegally. I want a nice, clean guy (who listens to his parents. What? Parents give the best advices okay. No I am not being sarcastic. Seriously, they do - I AM NOT BEING SARCASTIC!!!), but of course not those boring types okay.

HOT

Okay so that is not entirely true because I don't really mind looks but of course if you are hideously deformed and I cannot tolerate staring at your face for more than 3 seconds, then I won't choose you la. Save pain ma. :P But honestly, I don't mind if the guy's no Johnny Depp or David Desrosiers (though of course if he is, it's a BONUS! :D) as long as he Makes An Effort to look nice. That's all I want. Just try to look nice. No, no, want to try to look nice. It has to come from inside and not because I say so. But of course I also want a guy who's taller than I am, and at least doesn't look like an ant when standing next to me. I want a guy who appears to be able to protect me. (heck not only appear but actually ABLE to protect me)

PROTECTIVE

Yessssssssssssssssssssssssssss. This is the most awesome part man. I want a protective man. THAT IS ALL I WANT. (plus all those other stuff I mentioned above :P) I want a guy who shouts at dogs that bark at me (since he isn't raising his voice at me, it's fine), a guy who grabs my hand tightly when crossing roads, a guy who doesn't allow me to sit near fountains in case I fall off, a guy who holds my handbag for me (not to mention ignoring the stigma of holding a WOMAN's handbag! SUPER ROMANTIC :D :D :D) because he doesn't want my hand to feel too tired of holding it, gets all worried when I don't text back (and not annoyed) and and and, well you get the point la. I don't care if he's over-protective over stupid and weird stuff I LIKE IT. :D :D :D But of course his intentions have to be because he cares very deeply for me and not because he wants to appear manly and the dominant one in the relationship.

LISTENS TO ME

Listening is very important to me. When someone listens to you, it means that he/she cares for you. And that is very important. Even if you're rambling about what stupid incident that happened in your day or whatever, if he is willing to just listen and give appropriate comments at appropriate times, you know he is one man who's definitely worth your love. I seriously cannot tolerate guys who talk excessively about themselves. Like how they hurt their leg during this baseball game, or how they drove from KL to Klang and then back to KL again in just one minute, yadda yadda yadda.

I'm not saying that guys must always listen to girls when they talk and that girls don't have to bother to listen to what guys have to say, it's just, when you really care about someone, you will politely wait until she's finished talking before you proceed to talking about yourself right? I mean, when the girl wants you to listen and she shows no signs of wanting to stop, even though she's run out of things to say, then for the love of God, ask la some questions so that she can talk somemore. It shows that you really care you know. (plus of course us girls will extend the same courtesy to guys if we really care about them) (: But of course, same as the dressing up detail, the guy needs to want (this is love) to do this, and not just because he has to (this is not love). See the difference?

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So well, I guess that's just about all. Maybe if I think of more stuff I'll add them here. This is a freaking long post but I feel really satisfied with what I've written because well, I believe that the guy I choose to be with in future will be exactly like that. Because you may not know it by looking at me, but I'm a very picky person when it comes to love. Because I take love seriously. I don't play a fool with it. Read my personality quiz for more info. :P :P :P

Ciao! :D

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It is 1.11am. I have school tomorrow. And I am not yet asleep. Or even going to sleep. Because I spent the whole time reading May-Zhee's blog (no I didn't steal the hyphen idea in my name from her I stole it from Ashley's name) which I have recently come to like because it is damn entertaining :) and she inspires me for some reason. Probably cos I want to have 400000++ readers for my blog like she has or maybe I don't know, have my FIRST BOOK PUBLISHED AT 15. (but I realise I can't publish a book at 15 anymore because I am old already so I choose the former)

So..... actually I'm fine with staying up late because that usually means that I will be able to wake up the next morning. I slept at 10pm yesterday and see what it did to me! I overslept and skipped school and had to ride my bike there. Eeeeeesh. And it was a BICYCLE mind you, not motorbike. Not that I'm ever going to get a motorcycle. But then maybe I WILL get a motorcycle because Mum told me today that she will get me it in August when she gets her bonus or something. But I don't want motorcycle! I want car!!! D: D: D: I know I am greedy I DON'T CARE since NOBODY bothers to even pay for my Driver's License I will ask for a CAR just to scare them some more

A conversation I had with Dad on the phone (duh, he lives in Ipoh I live in Klang since a decade (using that word sounds so long ago right :P) ago) today:

"So what do you want for your birthday?"

*tried to think of something that Dad's also interested in so that chances of actually getting it is higher*

"I want flat-screen monitor."

"Okay la. I will try to go find."

"Yay!"

*suddenly thought of my impending wish for someone to pay for my Driver's License or maybe motivated by my Dad's generosity sommat*

"Daddy daddy..."

"What?"

"I want to take Driver's License - "

"Very fan very fan (meaning very annoying)."

"Pleeeeeeeease. I don't want flat screen monitor already. You pay abit then I pay abit okay? *grins widely* (don't even know why I bothered, it was over the phone, not like he could see my face)"

"Okay I pay RM50."

"KIAMSIAP!"

*both laugh* (Don't know what colour to put since it's both our line so decided to colour it half-half :P)

"So okay hor you pay for Driver's License??? I mean abit."

"TALK WHEN I COME HOME."
*sad because Dad was reminded of my New Toilet Bowl attitude so chances of getting even the RM50 was reduced. (for those who aren't familiar with NTB, direct translate the whole thing into Cantonese and you will know what I mean. For those who can't speak Cantonese, it means that I'm someone who wants something only for 5 seconds before I see something else that's better and then I get bored of the old one - WHO IN THIS WORLD IS NOT LIKE THAT??? But I'm not like that with boys la obviously. Or maybe I am. O_o But of course not with BOYFRIENDS la - Cantonese-fluent people, DON'T CHEAT. DIRECT TRANSLATE IT. D: D: D:)*

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Okay, please do not conclude that I am a spoilt brat through that conversation with my Dad not because I don't want to be one, but rather, I never had the chance to be one since I went through my forming/adolescent years without him under the same roof. It's kind of sad actually, cos I've always thought it would be nice to be my Daddy's girl - however childish that might sound. WHAT? I want to be loved and pampered by my Dad cannot is it? Sheeesh.

Speaking of boyfriends, I really like the relationship May-Zhee has with her boyfriend. At least, what it seems like through her blog la. It's so natural and it's like they really love each other and when I mathed it, apparently they have been dating for quite a few years ever since they started in high school. They are probably the only exception to the High-school love = Puppy love theory (this also applies to Zee Yeng and Yang Lung for lasting FOUR years since they started which was back when Yeng was in Form 1 - incredible kan? Bless them. (:). hey that looks like a vertical pig's nose In short, their relationships with their boyfriends is exactly what I want to have with mine (in future la. I am still single wey! :P :P :P).

But it's SPM SPM SPM now and it's damn BORING BORING BORING. Everything in my life revolves around SPM right now. "Oh I want to watch TV I wonder what's on? SPM.", "Oh, Simple Plan's new video, must go online check out! SPM!", "Yay! got money - SHOPPPPPPING. SPMMMMMMMM!" Sian or not my life? D: D: D: I really don't know how long I am going to survive living like this. Everyday is the same boring routine.

But oh well, this is the LAST YEAR! :D :D :D And then I will be free to go learn my Chinese and drive around everywhere! :D :D :D

Reminds me of one conversation I had with my friends the other day:

Me & Ashley: Can't wait till we're 18 so that we can go to clubs! (if you're thinking of telling me to try sneaking in cos God knows how my size permits that, save it. I'm all about legality. Except when it comes to downloading music from the net through Limewire or pirated CDs. Kekeke. :P)

Michelle: Oooooo, I want to work at Starbucks when I'm 18. (:"

Ashley: I want to work at Body Shop. Doesn't that sound more fun?

Me: *getting ready to say a damn big NO*

Shu Ee: *out of nowhere* Why would you guys want to WORK after your SPM? All I want to do is sleep and spend.

Me: *salutes Shu Ee for speaking what my mind has been going on about but couldn't find the right words to express; Sleep & Spend. Simple. (:*

So Shu Ee and I promised to sleeeep together (okay that sounds so wrong. IN DIFFERENT BEDS and ROOMS and even HOUSES la of course) and speeend together after SPM and then Michelle and Ashley can work and become old hags with wrinkles and balding heads! :D :D :D

Cherrie: You both don't have money also.

Walao. Damn potong stim la this Cherrie. D: But I don't care I still want to sleeep and spend after my holidays! At least I have Shu Ee on my side. Who do you have huh Cherrie since the person who is usually on your side, namely: me - is against you this time? D: Oh no don't think of Mae Vin, she's busy dating Leong Wee okay.

Oh shit I wasn't supposed to say that. O_O

If you don't see me tomorrow you will know that I have been eaten alive by Mae Vin who will be sharing my totally meaty leg with Leong Wee - OOOOPS I mean, with erm, Neong Mee who is, er, her new friend. :D :D :D

So ciao! SLEEP AND SPEND SLEEP AND SPEND SLEEP AND SPEND SLEEP AND SPEND :D :D :D :D :D :D :D

I'm awesome! :D

I've finally understood. You know how bad I procrastinate on a daily basis? It's finally taken its toll on me and surprisingly, now I find myself procrastinating less. I repeat, less. Less. Less. LESS. Did you hear what I just said? LESS! LESS! LESS!!!!! I know it's hard to believe but trust me, that is exactly what that is happening. Trust me, Jo-Yee is not lying. Don't laugh, it's true! Okay okay, I will stop imitating Puan Kang, but seriously, it IS true!
You see, I'd been assigned ALOT of homework for the March holidays, and even after the holidays, meaning when school'd started, I hadn't even done ONE of my homework. See how bad I procrastinate? I had one whole week, no, NINE days to be exact, to do all my homework but I didn't. Nine FREE DAYS Hey, I had extra class okay, so they weren't exactly free but I didn't do my homework at all!
So the point is, I slack too much. But then when school finally started, I thought about it. What am I doing? Why am I wasting my life? Shouldn't I be doing more useful things UTILISING my time instead of wasting them on TV and music and blogging? (hey, blogging is not useless okay. But then neither is music. Or TV. God, no wonder I'm the way I am) And then a bright light suddenly shone on me and then I heard a very echoey voice from above telling me, "You've finally grown up, darling." and then there was a cue song, something that sounded like a song from Church and that was when I came to my senses.
Okay fine none of those happened because this is not Mr Bean hahahahahahaha I am not that philosophical thank you very much. What happened was, my procrastinating habit kind of just died down on its own. (okay so I know the real version is kind of boring compared to the one I made up but what to do? It's the truth ma) I think it's because I have SO MUCH to do these few months my body kind of got accustommed to doing work, however weird that sentence might sound. I don't know. Suddenly I found myself doing HOMEWORK during the time where I usually spent lying around in bed reading The Princess Diaries for the seven thousandth time. It's weird you know, that I saw the bright, bright light (no not the one from Heaven cos I don't even believe in Heaven in the first place) from outside my house shining through the windows of my room when I was doing my Konserto Terakhir homework just now. Cos I usually only start doing my homework very late at night when it's all dark (explains my eye bags). This time, I'm doing my homework BEFORE the sun even sets! Unbelievable!
But of course I'm happy that I've become like this. I want to be like this for THE REST OF MY LIFE. Because honestly I feel LESS stressed. I feel less of the pressure of trying to get everything done, because I have enough time. AND enough sleep. (: So it's all good. (:
Anyways, just a random announcement: I........................ am getting married. (: (: (: NO LA. Crazy meh get married so young. I just put the three smileys there to bluff you okay. :P You got cheated by my MSN private message didn't you? :P Ke ke ke. No la, actually, the announcement I want to make - is NOT less impressive than me getting married (as if me getting married is even impressive at all) - and that is: I RODE MY BICYCLE TO SCHOOL TODAY. I repeat, RODE my bicycle to school today, no joke kay? 4++ KILOMETERS, UNDER THE SUN. Impressive kan? Hahahahaha. :D :D :D But wait wait, I let you hear (or read in this case) the embarrassing part.
EMBARRASSING PART
♦ About 1/8 of the journey, my legs already felt like breaking after pedaling the bike. I am a pathetic loser. See see I didnt write pathetic this time. :D :D :D♦ Turned out the reason I went to school for - STUPID Multimedia competition thing - had been CANCELLED.♦ It rained when I wanted to go home but I memang planned to call my Mum to come get me from school and then stuff the bike in the car boot EVEN IF THE BIKE WOULD STICK OUT AT THE BACK OF THE CAR I DON'T CARE THE JOURNEY FROM HOME TO SCHOOL DAMN EXAHUSTING I DON'T WANT TO DO IT ALL OVER AGAIN. I MGIHT DIE OKAY??? D: D: D: so I had to call my Mum to tell her to come get me. (lying for effect la :P Hehehe).So that's my announcement la. So random right. :D
Heeheehee. So well, I gotta go now, dinner's waiting! :D :D :D No wait, before I go, I wanna recommend everyone to go listen to Taylor Swift's Fearless, I LOVE it! :D :D :D
So ciao!

Goodbye holidays. ):

I feel like writing a poem. To describe the very ugly feeling of having to start school tomorrow, especially when I haven't even touched even ONE of my homework. I am such a pathetic loser. This procrastinating habit is really getting out of hand. Someone call 999!!! D: D: D:
Routinal Torture
The alarm by your bed,It cries with aggression,With an automatic flex,Your hand hits it silent,
Rolling in bed, drenched in sweat,Eyes close but your mind is awake,With one last grunt you pull yourself up,And then complain as you get out of bed,
A rush to clean yourself from head to toe,Breakfast left untouched, you're late,Like every other day,Is life going to end this way?
A ride to this institute of boredom,Your school bag weighs you down,Another moment it's Sports! Exam! Homework!Clutching your ears tight to drown out the sounds!
Six hours of drilling torture,The bell rings but you grunt again,Because no, it isn't time to go home yet,Your co-curricular activities are just about to begin!
At 4pm you're totally wiped out,You think of your bed with comfort,And then another thought tugs at your mind,"Oh shit, I've got homework!"
Are we going to survive?Until SPM 2009?How are the A1s going to come our way?When it's this kind of routine EVERY SINGLE DAY?
Do your jobs, academic administrators,Don't let us do all the doggy work,24 hours is all we have,How much more do you expect?
Spare your students the time to RECHARGE,We aren't your electronic gadgets or technology tools,Batteries are running low,So much similar to our interest towards school.
Save me. Ciao.

Aiks! :D

Okay I'm in my Uncle's house right now, using his awesome spanking neeeewwwww Acer lappy and crying and drooling all at the same time wishing that it was mine. I hope he doesn't notice though, my uncle, that my saliva and tears are like, all over his laptop because apart from the fact that they are salty (sodium, sodium - or is it not? WHO CARES???) - no wait is my saliva salty??? Gotta ask someone who's tasted them before, meaning someone whom I've Frenched before. So that equals: No one. Or, well, myself. EWWWWWWWWWW - it's also damn sticky. Okay again, EWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW..What am I talking about? I myself don't even understand. I don't even comprehend why I am so hyper today, or more particularly right now. I hadn't had that much sugar or caffeine. Maybe I'm just jealous that I don't have my own laptop excited about going for Run For Peace 2009 tomorrow! Heeeeee! :D :D :D
Okay so as of now I am 17 years and three days old. But I am still feeling as pathetic as I did when I was 16 so I guess I will just have to wait abit longer for this 17-ness to sink in. Okay so I know why I'm still feeling so pathetic and that is because I am FREAKING 17 YEARS AND THREE DAYS OLD and it's the FREAKING YEAR OF THE DRIVER'S LICENSE and I still HAVEN'T GOT MINE. D: D: D: And I have not yet even received my birthday gift + reward for obtaining good results for the First 2009 Standardised Test in school from my Daddy. I wonder if requesting for a laptop would be a little overboard? He's getting my sis a laptop of her own for when she goes to University! Unfair! ): ): ): I so would make better use of a laptop than she would okay???
Sheeeesh. I wish my Dad would like come across this blog and then read this post and then know once and for all that I want a laptop (as if he doesn't already know) and then realise how worthy I am of getting a laptop of my own and then just BUYS me it. But Daddy Daddy, I would go along with the fee for my Driver's License if you think the price to get a laptop is too expensive though frankly they cost almost the same NOOOOO don't tell him that!. :D :D :D
Anyways... As I have said, I'm not using my own PC right now so it's not nice to hog someone else's laptop all to myself. (translation: I am soooo not accustommed to this lappy and I am getting freaking pissed because I KEWP GETTNIG TYPO! See waht I mena???) So I'm off now. Gonna go play with my cousin Ashley who's come back all the way from Singapore. (:
Ciao!

YOU SEE!

In complete justification and support to my previous posts about how lebih Miss Biology is, here is what happened in Physics class today:
Okay, I will start before Physics class.
I was reading The Princess Diaries Book 10 (before you go judging what type of a girl I am, because I know it is common knowledge that anything associated with the word 'princess' constitutes as girly, all I have to say is no, I am NOT girly thank you very much and also, don't judge a book by its cover. Or title, as the case may be because TPD is actually a very witty and amusing series and so so much more entertaining than your lame high school drama stories like in One Tree Hill and The O.C.) and I couldn't put the book down (though if you ask me, the 10th book is less addictive in comparison to the previous 9) eventhough it was already 5am in the MORNING. .Physics class was supposed to start at 8am and there I was, rolling in bed, drenched in sweat (curse you stupid Malaysian weather and TNB for charging electricity usage so high so I am not allowed to use the air-cond) until I finally decided I HAD to get some sleep at least or I will CONFIRM fall asleep in class the next day (highly likely due to the fact that having taken a random personality quiz, I have been confirmed to be more of the artistic and articulate type as opposed to the mathematical type (but I love Math!) and so I actually find Physics extremely BORING) and disappoint Miss Physics (whose resounding voice and scary austerity is the only reason I managed to stay conscious during so many Physics classes in the past).
So in the end I went to bed at about 5.01am after receiving a totally unappealing text message and then before I knew it stupid Tyson Ritter (oh I changed my alarm tone!) Take That were singing "You light the skies up above me....~" and I had to wake up for Physics class. Okay so of course I didn't wake up immediately, I hit the snooze button for like ten thousand times and then in the end I dragged myself out of bed at 7.30am. So the journey from my house to school takes up already 15 minutes so I was sure I was going to be late. But I DIDN'T care because my sleep is VERY important (when compared to Physics class it is, but not when compared to reading TPD. Teehee :D) to me.
So I texted Cherrie and told her to pass the message to Miss Physics that I would be arriving abit late. So I reached school at about 8.15am. And Miss Physics casually greeted me and told me to get to my seat WITHOUT even a modicum of intention to lecture me (unlike some teachers I could mention). I was late for class and not only did she not question my tardiness, she merely ushered me to my seat all KINDLY. CAN THERE BE A NICER TEACHER I ASK YOU? CAN THERE??? CAN THERE?????
And I haven't even mentioned about my attire. I was wearing knee-length shorts, one which looked distictively not school attire, and my hair was up in a chopstick. You know, like the way those Japanese people curl up their hair and then stab their heads which a stick? Okay wrong way to explain, but you know what I mean.
So I had like a red chopstick sticking out at the back of my head and Miss Physics actually commented on it and called it 'chio'. I know. She is damn cute kan? Super love her. (: Then at the end of the day after class dismissed, everyone was hugely satisfied with the extra class because of Miss Physics's light and friendly demeanour when she taught and not at all sulky (or breathing big sighs of relief) like they did when Miss Biology dismissed her extra class the other day.
So you see. If you start off something with a light and happy way chances are it is going to end that way too. Why start your class lecturing (not to mention USELESS stuff) and then have it end with the students learning about NOTHING but your inordinate ability to waste time? Wouldn't the class have mattered more if you had just eliminated your calculativeness for ONCE in your life and spared the students of your nagging so that they could actually LEARN something useful (like vertebrae)?
Like what Pastor Kevin says, "People, stop being so calculative." Just try for one day, just ONE day of your life, whenever you feel the urge to complain about something or someone, tell yourself, "Okayla, I won't be so calculative." and then just let it be. You'd be surprised at how easy that is to be accomplished and then ultimately you'd realise what a simple and happy day you'd have. And then as you go on with this routine, you'll become a very open-minded person and life would turn out to be extremely happy and blissful!
So, try that people and you'll know what I mean. Also, we all know habits are hard to break but damn easy to be developed. So no excuses okay? :D :D :D

PS> But then I guess my typing this post actually constitues as complaining about Miss Biology as well so I'm also actually still a very calculative person.

PPS>> This is the last time. Promise! I will stop complaining and start letting things be from now on! I really want to listen to Pastor Kevin because he's damn hot Xin Yi's opinion, not mine what he says is actually very true. (:

Ciao.

Tag! :D

YOURSELF

001. Real name: Tang Jo-Yee (okay so the hyphen is there for decorative purposes but I like it! So leave it alone! :P)

002. Nickname(s): Joey, Jo, Darling, Baby, Beeeee, Girl, loads (loads as in alot. Not, you know, that my name is loads. Ew.). :P

004. Horoscope: Pisces! :D

005. Male or female: Hot chick! :P

006. Elementary: Tadika Bukit Raja! :D

007. Middle School : SK (1) Jalan Meru, Klang! :D :D

008. High School: SMK (P) Bukit Kuda, Klang! :D :D :D

009. Height: About 175cm. No no about 5 feet 7. Sounds more impressive. :P

010. Hair color : Black/Dark brown?

011. Long or short: Long! But dry. ):

012. Loud or Quiet: LOUD! :D :D :D But I can be quiet if you want me to be. (: Hee.

013. Sweats or Jeans: Depending on the situation. :D

014. Phone or Camera: A phone with a 2 megapixel camera! :D :D :D

015. Health freak: I guess. Ever since I started learning Biology. :P :P :P

016. Drink or Smoke?: Neither but I'm MORE strongly against smoking.

017. Do you have a crush on someone?: Nopes. (: Money maybe? :P

018. Eat or Drink: This may come as a surprise to many poeple but I actually prefer drinking to eating. :D It's true!

019. Piercings: Right ear: 4; Left ear: 4 + 1 (+ 1 because I just got it recently! :D)

020. Tattoos: During my 18th birthday when I'm legal to do so! :D :D :D

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FIRSTS

023. First piercing: I don't know when I was 6?

026. First crush: Oh my God I am NOT going to reveal this! :P :P :P

027. First pet: Tortoises! :D

028. First big birthday: When I was 3! At Marrybrown! Hahahahaha! I still remember! :D

029. Eating: I don't remember.

030. Drinking: Oh my God EWWWWWWWWWW please don't make me say this!

031. I'm about to: Die of stress and pressure. I'm serious.

032. Listening to: My typing.

033. Plans for today: Sleep.

034. Waiting for: SPM TO BE OVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (red colour for emphasis)

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YOUR FUTURE

035. Want kids?: Yesh! :D

036. Want to get married?: Yesh I do but I don't want to sign documents or whatever shit. Wasting money.

037. Careers in mind: Psychology? I don't know, entertainment? Please stop asking thank you very much.

038. Lips or eyes: ???????????

039. Shorter or taller?: Tall....?

040. Romantic or spontaneous: This tag is getting suspiciously familiar with one that I've done before.

041. Nice stomach or nice arms: HAH! This weird question. CONFIRM it's the one that I did before!

042. Sensitive or loud: Whatever la, I'll just do it again. :D I can be both. :D :D :D

043. Hook-up or relationship: Relationship. Read my Personality Quiz for more info! Haha. :D

044. Trouble maker or hesitant: I am not a trouble-maker if that's what you're asking.

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HAVE YOU EVER

045. Lost glasses/contacts: As a matter of fact, yes I have. I lost ONE contact lens. In the CINEMA. I had to spend the whole time pressing my one eye close throughout the movie. Super embarrassing. Luckily the lights are dim inside the cinema.

046. Ran away from home: Too smart for that. :P

047. Held a gun/knife for self defense: !!! Never had such exciting scenario happen in my life before but I used to keep a penknife under my pillow last time in case some burglar ambushes my room or whatever. SHHHHHHHH don't tell anyone! :X Embarrassing! :P

048. Killed somebody: Of course not! O_o

049. Broken someone's heart: I don't know.....

050. Cried when someone died: Yups. My grandparents. ): And Heath Ledger (okay so I didn't exactly cry over his death, I only got teary, but still).

051. Yourself: Happy! (:

052. Miracles: Happen when humans refuse to believe that there is a scientific explanation to something unlikely that happens.

053. Love at first sight: No. Never. Lust yes, but never love.

054. Heaven: Not really. Please don't shoot me.

055. Santa Claus: Is actually a very cute belief! :D Cos he makes children happy! :D :D :D

056. Sex on the first date: Never. I'm not a slut thank you very much.

057. Kiss on the first date: Kiss where? Well, actually, only the cheek's fine. Else where is prohibited. :P

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ANSWER TRUTHFULLY

058. Is there one person you want to be with right now: No one but my Daddy. I wish he were here with us. ): He's not DEAD la just outstation. What la you. :P

059. Are you seriously happy with where you are in life: As a matter of fact, I actually am. :D :D :D

060. Do you believe in God: No I don't. Please do not shoot me, seriously. Please still allow me to go to Church and be a Queen's Guide and OH MY GOD please do not revoke my Malaysian citizenship even though I am technically contravening the first National Principle - Kepercayaan Kepada Tuhan. :X :X :X

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Ciao!

Personality Quiz! :D (Tag)

1. Go to this site : http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx2. Answer all of the questions3. Once you have the answers, copy and paste them to your blog.4. Tagging your other friends is optional.
Your view on yourself:Other people find you very interesting, but you are really hiding your true self. Your friends love you because you are a good listener. They'll probably still love you if you learn to be yourself with them. **Okay...I don't know what it is that I'm hiding in front of my friends O_o, seriously, because they are the only ones in the world who can bring out my true colours. So......doubtful quiz. :P
The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true. **I guess this is true because I plan to never do break-ups ever in my life. Like what Pastor Gideon says, "If you are not sure whether or not you want to marry this person, then don't be his girlfriend." I agree.
Your readiness to commit to a relationship:You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you meet that person.**This actually sounds too good to be true like the fact that Ashley's planning to move to KL in the near future and then finally Klang will be bestowed its deserving moment of peace and tranquility because well, I hope it'd be easy to find the right one for me. :P But overall, yea, I agree on this. I'll only commit when I'm really sure. (:
The seriousness of your love:You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love. **HAH! TOLD you. :P I'm very serious in my relationships. I am not interested in wasting time with people I don't really like. And if I meet the right person, I will fall deeply and beautifully in love because I am beautiful hahahaha I want to be loved back as much. (:
Your views on education:Education is very important in your life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.**So true!! People who are wasting their time not studying or learning in school are basically just wasting their lives.
The right job for you:You have many goals and want to achieve as much as you can. The jobs you enjoy are those that let you burn off your considerable excess energy. **Okay, I agree about the alot of goals part (even to the extent that it's almost impossible but whatever) that I want to achieve but I'm not so sure about the excess burning of energy part because that sounds so...............stressful. And the last thing I would ever want in my job is stress. I want to work happily and relaxingly! :D
How do you view success:You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying. **Yea, but the problem is I cannot decide on what career it is that I want to pursue. I am so pathetic.
What are you most afraid of:You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear. **Heh? Okay well, I do always try to be on people's good side and I love to please people. (: Maybe sometimes it outshadows my true personality, and I get hurt quite frequently because I always sacrifice my desires, but most times I feel it's absolutely worth it. So I guess it's okay. (:
Who is your true self:You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve. **Oh I'm so flattered! :D :D :D Haha. But I don't know about the last part though... Does it suggest that I'm not emotional enough a person that's why I always fail in solving problems? LIAR! I do NOT always fail in solving my problems!!! I don't know.....
Ciao.

Whatever Miss Biology.....

Okay. I have never been so embarassed ever in my life. (okay maybe I have, that time I OH MY GOD I'm NOT going to tell you about that!!! *BLUSHES*) I mean, maybe it served me right, for violating the student's dress code for school. But the blame can't be entirely on me right, since it was not an official school day?
Okay, so today I went for the extra class for Biology. Cherrie and I had decided to wear our Band Tees to class, because later on we were going to Glad Tidings Assembly for a little seminar called Sex & Sensibility. So I wore my Simple Plan Band Tee, because it was black and I thought it wouldn't be so visible to Miss Biology that it was not school attire, but I forgot that she's got like laser eyes and nothing ever misses her.

So yea, went to school, in Simple Plan and SHORTS, and then I realised most of the girls were in either their school uniforms or sports attire. Even Cherrie was wearing her sports T-shirt. Okay honestly, I felt very cheated at first, because we had both promised to wear our Band Tees. But it's okay cos she did text me to warn me beforehand that "Everyone's wearing school uniform." but to me, there wasn't a tiny weeny part in that text message that mentioned that she was not wearing her Band Tee. And besides, I was already out of the house when I got the message, so what could I do?
But whatever. Apparently, some girl was assigned to tell the class that we were only allowed to wear our school uniforms to the extra class but surprise, surprise, I was not in class at that time (is it just me or do bad stuff always seem to happen to me?). So I missed the message (as usual). So we all got a totally useless and good-for-nothing lecture from Miss Biology and then half an hour was wasted. A good half hour that she could have used to teach us more useful stuff like vertebrae or whatever it is that we were supposed to be learning today (but missed because of her stupid nagging) was just like that, *snap* WASTED. I mean, come on, she could have just went, "I DON'T want to see you girls in anything BUT your school uniform tomorrow, HEAR ME?" and dismissed us and started class early. But no, she had to have her usual lecture, suggesting that we were being disrespectful, inofficial, immature, yadda yadda yadda and then we had to stand there for like twenty minutes while she blabbed on and on... .HELLO. Woman. If we had KNOWN that we were supposed to wear our uniform OF COURSE we would have worn them instead la. God, she didn't have to waste so much of our time lecturing you know. But I guess that's her hobby that's why she couldn't resist doing it.
When we came for extra classes last year for Chemistry and Physics, we did NOT have to wear our school uniforms okay??? We wore our sports attire. Or any black T-shirts. That was why most of us thought it was OKAY to not wear our school uniforms. Plus who would WANT to iron their uniforms when it's the HOLIDAYS??? I don't know why Miss Biology's so fussy and lebih (probably explains why she's suspected to still be a virgin (despite her age: I think she's about 5 decades old HAHAHAHA using that word makes her sound so ancient :P), or probably she took the Virgin Vow (I vow to only give away my virginity to my spouse to whom I have pledged my eternal love yadda yadda yadda) like what Pastor Victor made us take today in GTA but odds are on the former) but whatever la, we're young and we should respect her because she's old. OOOOPS I mean because she's senior. :P
Heeeeee.
One last thing before I go:
My 17th Birthday is in less than 24 hours!!!!!!!!!! XD XD XD
Ciao!

我很累！

Okay for those other bananas out there (what others? I am NOT a banana okay? I can speak perfect Mandarin and I can even READ 老夫子 okay??? I know la my pronunciation is abit off but at least I understand the language okay? And for the last time I do NOT only look at the comic pictures in 老夫子, I READ READ READ the Chinese words!!! D: D: D:) you are probably wondering what the heck those three little Chinese characters mean.
Those three words mean I am VERY TIRED. Yes that is exactly what they mean, and what I am feeling right now. I feel so exhausted I want to die. Everytime I do something that I'm not supposed to do (considering March's almost over and I haven't even started pasting the Canteen tables with information, something I am not suposed to do basically constitutes as EVERYTHING except preparing for my stupid Khidmat Masyarakat 3 Bulan. I'm serious, I can't even go to the toilet without feeling like I am wasting time), I feel so stressed up and then all I want to do is just go to my bed and sleep for all eternity and not wake up.
Plus, school's putting alot of pressure on us 2009 SPM candidates right now because surprisingly (sorry Seniors. :P) the 2008 girls did VERY well in their SPM and the school's statistics and percentage shit shot up like 20% or so compared to last year. So it is only natural that the next year should be better than the previous and so if us 2009 bitches don't shag up at least another 21% in increment this year, we can probably kiss our good image goodbye.
I mean, I am totally going to work my ass off for SPM, that's for sure, but you will never be able to predict what might turn out to be your results right? Or more specifically what will be asked in the SPM papers. Humans are always changing so who's to say that those who compose the questions for the 2009 SPM won't consign a little diversity to the papers this time around? So we can't exactly depend on spotting the questions, we might actually need to STUDY everything in the textbook now (oh God all of a sudden I feel nauseated) and I haven't even started. Cherrie's got a good point you know, "Even if we study one chapter everyday starting from now, we still won't be able to cover up the whole Form 4 and 5 syllabus." So can somebody please shoot me now thank you very much.
Anyways, enough about boring stuff. I've got a very juicy gossip I would like to share here. Okay so I know that it is not very nice to gossip about people behind their backs or whatever (heck so gossiping in FRONT of someone is good is it), and I'll try to be as unbiased as possible in my report because well, generally I kind of am on ONE of their sides. Though of course while reporting I'll try to stay on the fence as firmly as possible. :D
Okay so Miss Chemistry and Miss Biology are both holding extra classes as I have said, right? If you regularly visit my blog you will know la. So coincidentally, they both chose the same day to hold their classes, which is on Tuesday, 17 March 2009. So the announcement first came from Miss Chemistry, and then a few days later Miss Biology told us that her classes (she shagged up two days remember? IF YOU READ MY BLOG la) will be on both Monday AND Tuesday. So both Chemistry and Biology will clash!!!!! (five exclamation points for effect)
We students were very confused as to which class we were supposed to attend and honestly, I thought the teachers were going to settle this on their own. But noooo. They left it at that, neither refused to take a step back and give in. Okay to my opinion, I think Miss Biology should have cancelled her class on Tuesday since she would already have one day of her own (Monday), so that at least Chemistry would have one day. But Miss Biology, being the selfish type of person she is DID NOT want to give in.
So in the end, Miss Chemistry said that her extra class is cancelled and we are free to attend Biology on Tuesday. Seriously, I am feeling very aggravated right now because WHO ON EARTH WAS THE ONE WHO HAD APPROVED these requests made by these two teachers to hold extra classes in the first place? Did she NOT see that there were DATES that clashed? Shouldn't she HAVE been a little more OBSERVANT and ATTENTIVE in her responsibility in granting approval to these requests and MADE SURE that the dates did NOT clash?
Seriously, I think the person to be blamed of this is totally the person of authority, whoever she is. If she had been a little more efficient in her job, this wouldn't have happened. Also, this incident totally sheds some light on who's the selfish one in our school. I mean, these two teachers work together, they are COLLEAGUES, so shouldn't they both be nice to each other? Instead of waiting for the opposing party to give in, couldn't they have sat down and discussed things over? They are being so childish okay? At least one of them is (cos in the end one did give in but the other? Sheeeesh. D: D: D:).
Politics are so complicated and exhausting I tell you. I initially thought of taking up Linguistics course in college so that I can help in interpreting different languages during international meetings between Malaysia and other countries but then realising how big a responsibility that actually is, and also the fact that I will automatically be involved in national politics, I quickly withdrew my idea and decided to settle for Psychology instead.
The thing is, both Lisgusitics and Psychology are more of my passion and interest rather than my future career options, you get what I mean? I want to study Psychology but I don't want to be a Psychologist (well, at least I don't think I want to). I only want to know how emotions work, why people act this way and so on so on and that's really about all that interests me. I don't see Psychologist as a career option for me. At least, yet. And for Lingusitics, I want to learn various types of languages just to learn them. For the fun and satisfaction of actually knowing how to converse in many different languages, that's all.
So basically that translates into how big a failure I am, for not having even decided what I want to pursue academically despite only having like one year or so left before the time when I actually have to decide. But I guess what matters most right now is my SPM so I guess I'll leave the rest for later frustration.
Ciao.

Recent Love.

Okay so I know it's a bit late and out-dated of me to be posting the lyrics to this song but I DON'T CARE. I LOVE IT. D: D: D:
I wasn't very fascinated by the singer's monotone voice when I first heard the song, plus having never heard of the name of the BAND before, I sort of ignored the song completely until someone told me about it some days later.
But I continued ignoring the song until.............
Thank Red FM for playing the song ten million times a day and thank Mummy for having the radio tuned to Red FM and have it on for 24 hours daily, I became accustommed to hearing the song at least once everyday. It gave me chance to analyse the meaning of the song and all of a sudden I grew fond of the very touching and unique lyrics and now it's become my favourite song (subject to change at any given moment, especially if a greater song comes up)! :D :D :D
Alright alright, I know you guys are feeling very aggravated because it's like the fourth paragraph and I have yet to post the title of the song. Haha.
So here it is! :D
The Man Who Can't Be Moved - The Script
Verse 1Going back to the corner where I first saw you, Gonna camp in my sleeping bag I'm not gonna move, Got some words on cardboard got your picture in my hand, Saying if you see this girl can you tell her where I am, Some try to hand me money they don't understand, I'm not...broke I'm just a broken hearted man, I know it makes no sense, but what else can I do, How can I move on when I'm still in love with you...
ChorusCos if one day you wake up and find that you're missing me, And your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I can be, Thinking maybe you'll come back here to the place that we'd meet, And you'd see me waiting for you on the corner of the street.So I'm not moving... I'm not moving.
Verse 2Policeman says son you can't stay here, I said there's someone I'm waiting for if it's a day, a month, a year,Gotta stand my ground even if it rains or snows, If she changes her mind this is the first place she will go.
ChorusCos if one day you wake up and find that you're missing me, And your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I can be, Thinking maybe you'll come back here to the place that we'd meet, And you'd see me waiting for you on the corner of the street.So I'm not moving... I'm not moving.I'm not moving... I'm not moving.
BridgePeople talk about the guyWho's waiting on a girl... Oohoohwoo...There are no holes in his shoesBut a big hole in his world... Hmmmm...And maybe I'll get famous for the man who can't be moved, And maybe you won't mean to but you'll see me on the news, And you'll come running to the corner... Cos you'll know it's just for youI'm the man who can't be movedI'm the man who can't be moved...
ChorusCos if one day you wake up and find that you're missing me, And your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I can be, Thinking maybe you'll come back here to the place that we'd meet, And you'd see me waiting for you on the corner of the street.So I'm not moving... I'm not moving.I'm not moving... I'm not moving.
Ending verseGoing back to the corner where I first saw you, Gonna camp in my sleeping bag not I'm not gonna move.
Some of you are probably going, "Ceh....This song is itttt....?" but I don't care! D: It's awesome! The lyric's awesome! Okay, in simpler English, the story of the song goes like this:
There's this one guy who's fallen in love with this girl. And then for some reason they break up or something and the girl leaves. So this man camps on the street where he and the girl first met, and he refuses to move because he wants to wait for the girl's return if she ever changes her mind. He believes that if the girl wants to come back and goes looking for him, she'll think of the place where they first met and so, he chooses to camp there until she returns. Sweet isn't it? (:
But the sweetness doesn't end there. He says that the police tells him to leave as it is against the law to camp in public, but he disregards the police's warnings, claiming that he'll wait for the girl no matter what. And then he says he's probably going to get famous for being the man who can't be moved and the girl may see him on the news and come back to him to meet him there at the place where they first saw each other. Awwwwwwww... (:
And the little cute parts are when he says passer-bys hand him money thinking he's broke because well, he's camping on the streets but he says that they don't understand that it is only his heart that is broken. And also, he's going to be waiting and camping for the girl under any type of weather, be it rain, snow, storm or whatever and he still will not move, because he's pledged to wait for her return one day....
I know right? I'm SOBBING right now (exaggeration). If only I could meet such man in my life. Oh such fantasyyyy.... (: (: (:
Ciao.