I know I am FAT okay? No need to keep reminding me. It's not like I have Alzheimer's!

What pisses me off more than someone making rude remarks about another person's appearance is someone WHO ISN'T THAT MUCH OF A LOOKER HIMSELF making rude remarks about another person's appearance. It's like, Hello. What is you fucking point?

I know I am fat. I have never denied that. I even made a FULL ADMISSION that I am fat somewhere in my blog. I know, that for someone who is at 17 of age, I am considered wholly BIG in size.

I know that when I buy clothes, I have to ask for size in L and XL. I know when I buy pants, I have to ask for the largest size. I also know that I will end up not being able to fit into the largest size even.

I know that my ass look HUGE in anything I wear. I know my forearms are as large as another person's thigh.

I know that my face looks like a BIG WIDE BREAD where you can get alot of jam on, because it's got alot of space. I know that I can never look good in short hair, because it will only serve to make my face look BIGGER, without all the hair to help me cover up.

I know that I will never be able to look as hot as those skinny models in mini skirts or short dresses.

I know that I can never fit into skinny jeans and even if I manage to, I will not look nice because I've got all this FATS hanging off of the side of my body.

But what I want to say is SO WHAT?

WHAT do you want me to do? HOW do you want to react to that? CRY every single day over what a shitty figure I have? Get depressed all the time when people wear nice clothes and I have to resort to maternity wear all the time (not true)?

I am so OVER that okay. So, I am fat. That doesn't mean I cannot try to look NICE. Isn't it better that I am TRYING hard to look the BEST I CAN, despite my weight? Isn't it a good thing that I LIKE buying clothes so that even if I cannot look like skinny models, I can at least look NOT repulsive?

What is your problem huh? What is your FUCKING point of continuously telling me that I look fat, I've got a huge ass, my thighs are the size of an average person's waist (LIE) etc etc etc?

Okay so, I would be damn pissed even if you are like this super hot thing making rude remarks about MY appearance, but it drives me CRAZY because YOU YOURSELF are NOT EVEN a LOOKER, and worse, YOU. ARE. NOT. EVEN. THIN.

Doesn't it PISS YOU OFF? Imagine, Paris Hilton calling you stupid. Pam Anderson calling you fake boobs. Marilyn Manson calling you a freak. Courtney Love calling you drunk. Lindsay Lohan calling you messed up. YOU TELL ME. YOU ANGRY NOTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT

I absolutely HATE people making mean comments about another person's appearance. I NEVER CALL PEOPLE FAT OR SKINNY IN A MEAN WAY. Because I KNOW how it feels. But some fucking bastards and bitches who are under the illusion DELUSION that they are SO perfect, DO NOT GET THIS.

They go around flouncing and making fun of people's appearance like theirs are PERFECT.

So what if you are HOTTER? It doesn't make you a BETTER PERSON. It is not even an ACHIEVEMENT. (It is only an achievement when you DRESS nice. So aren't the fat people doing the same too? DRESSING UP NICELY? So if it's an achievement for YOU, then it's also an achievement for THEM) It is just GENES. Plus, if you think that FAT people CHOSE to be fat, then fucking think again! Some are because of genes, and some are probably weak in controlling their food-lust. So what? Who the fuck do you think you are to chastise them? Or to judge them? WHO. THE. FUCK. DO. YOU. THINK. YOU. ARE?

So, so-called PERFECT people, shut your PIE HOLE and get some sense into your BRAINS please, before you go around calling people ugly/fat/short/skinny/dark etc.

Idiots.

On another noteeeeeeeeeeee.........

GUESS WHO'S GOT A NEW HAIRCUT!!!!!!!!! :D :D :D

Yours truly, of course. I trimmed my front hair and now I've got bangs! :D Love it love it love ittttt!

Adioh, sweethearts! ;)